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Confessions of an Intern

2011-09-10T16:45:00.000-07:00

God, I'm so darn sleepy that I'm pretty sure I can fall asleep within 30 seconds of contact with a bed. Feeling really odd on a Saturday, which makes it extremely dreadful and excruciating for the minutes to pass. I'm quite sure this has sthg to do with my lack of sleep.

Am I stressed? Well maybe.

Dang, I'm so frustrated I've to blog from my iPhone now. What's worse is, I can't even upload a photo on this mundane space! So to whomever who reads this space, too bad. I desperately need some adrenalin in my system. The aviation meeting in the morning did pump some in, but it dissipated so fast I was left in shock! Alright, all jokes aside, I honestly just need some good rest.

Skipping dinner tonight, for once, is definitely an option.
A good one too.

Wake up in the mrng feeling like P. Diddy

2011-08-13T09:40:00.000-07:00

Haven't blogged in quite a while, and I'm feeling kinda irritated because I can't log onto Twitter and or Blogger anymore on my Mac. Must be the darn Chinese network ): Its a Saturday, love working on Saturdays, I'd opt for a Saturday work day than a Monday anytime.

Anyway, the past couple of weeks have been really rewarding. Of course, not forgetting the trip to Zhejiang, Qian Dao Lake. The view was magnificent, and the night's stay at Sheraton even better (: looking forward to Ningpo on Monday and Foxxcon in September! (: for now, it's loads of stuff to do and deadlines to chase.

On a side note, darn I can't believe Tiger's not qualified for WGC-HSBC this November. Sucks big time, I so wanted to see him play! ):

glorious foods

2011-07-08T16:38:00.000-07:00

When you work 9 hours a day, wake up at 0630 hours to get to work, skip the free staff lunch because it's oily, salty and of China standard, you really can't help but dream of the food back home.

Oh goodness, I'm starving! Can you tell? I need to get back to have this claypot laksa from Alexandra market, coupled with some otah. You gotta love Singapore's food (: Beats staff lunch more than ten thousand times.

Sorry boss, for blogging during work hours.
I just, couldn't take it anymore.

my imagination's running

2011-07-06T00:39:00.000-07:00

I miss you, so darn much.

I can't sleep, the paper tomorrow's freaking me out. I can hear Jon saying, I'm a Singaporean, I'm smart, I can do it. But I do not believe that Chinese people are any less smarter.

can't go back to how we were

2011-07-05T13:09:00.000-07:00

I absolutely cannot wait to get marketing management exam out of the way, so I can get more time to myself before leaving for Singapore in 9 days.

Nine days! So darn excited, I've even planned the first three days of my journey like a kiasu tourist to Singapore for the first time. I've a things-to-bring list, things-to-buy list, people-to-meet list and a things-to-do list before I head back to Shanghai.

The air's so darn bad here, I've to spam so much body butter on my skin, now I smell like a walking blueberry instead of my Burberry Sheer. In this really bad summer heat, I'm gonna head to Starbucks, get some Tea Latte, look cool and study for tomorrow's paper.

& Hopefully, you'd be back before nine days are up.

i'll be

2011-06-21T18:08:00.000-07:00

Haven't posted in a while. Things have been good in Shanghai, not much has changed, except more intense workload at school and at the club. Party-ing's been good as well (:

Gna head back to Singapore less than a month from now, a really last minute decision, but all for the better. I'm actually really looking forward to going home now, for awesome food so missed (my char kway tiao, ban mian, hokkien mee, fish soup, mee goreng) finally no more oily, salty made-in-china dumplings (ulgh), also to bowl (: And of course, to UITM, second year running. Hopefully it's better this time around, no more food fight of any sort.

I had an eventful past week and I shall let the couple of photos I got speak for themselves. It was to Dinosaur Park for amusement rides about two weeks ago, and 14th SHEN's Company Appreciation Dinner.

Presidents - 15th SHEN

Batch 15th NUS Overseas Colleges, Shanghai

I love Po in the backgrop (:
Of course, my China Steve Maddens too!

& I need to go to Huang Shan soon. Shanghai/China, please stop raining.
Oh yes, I wanted to buy a instant camera off an online shopping website. It's the common Fujifilm one that many people are using. And it's way cheaper.
Should I get it? But I don't know if it holds warranty though.

Alright, I'm off to cook my dinner; long beans with minced meat and chilli, chicken soup with golden mushrooms. Happy birthday, Sis!

Bon appetite ♥

Hear you me

2011-06-10T15:14:00.000-07:00

Work's not going to end for another two hours. Been the longest nine hours at Sheshan ever, and I'm feeling kinda odd. Something must be up. Had a really long night doing up just three slides and learning how to make my PowerPoint slides look prettier.
Darn, I hate technology. But well, so they say, if you don't embrace it, then be prepared to get swallowed whole in no time.

I think I need some time away from Shanghai. Though all Singaporeans supposedly love China because they're well respected and have a higher spending power than normal Chinese people. But I really kinda miss my mundane routines back home ): & I'd really wish to get back on the lanes soon.

That said, the month has been the best so far since February.
Am I looking forward to more? Maybe a good enough distraction. But not more than that.

I feel a fever coming.
Good day, World!

and i won't worry my life away

2011-05-14T11:04:00.000-07:00

Dinner at the usual Pho Real, then Mesa later at night was pretty awesome. Had loads of fun with Liz, Pk, Alvin and all. Great company, lovely ambience, incredible crowd and music. Loved the place, definitely a must to revisit :D

I'm at work alone today, and the long metro ride down from home was a bitch. I was standing/walking to change lines for an entire hour and a half! Horrid crowd. I completely forgot it was a Saturday and that the theme park was next to Sheshan! I'll have to leave the club at 3pm to pick mum up from the airport. Time really flies in Shanghai, and I haven't really been around the city much, it is utterly ridiculous.

Before I close this post, I'd like to pose a question;
Can you tell distinctively, a Chinese person from the Mainland and a Singaporean?

You should take a trip down to China and experience life with the Mainland Chinese before answering. I'd say it is possible, but difficult. Well, unless he/she has super high slit eyes! Our ancestors were after all, from China. And with all that effort to differentiate ourselves from the Mainland Chinese, when it boils down to our roots, we're back to where we started.

How curious isn't it? Why we refuse to be associated with the Chinese from China.

have you ever?

2011-05-10T10:10:00.000-07:00

Being selfless brings you a long way. Did you know that?

I spent the entire of my early night yesterday, sourcing for air tickets to Korea, Japan and back home. Shanghai has its perks, definitely not the sleepless nights with the mosquitoes, but I do miss my friends, family and the things I do every single week. Even if they were mundane, day-to-day routines; going to school, having school trainings at night, bowling leagues, training on Sundays. Gosh, I miss them all ):

Cooked myself some sick people food. Heading off to work in an hour.
And Shanghai's weather is so odd, sweltering heat just yesterday, but its cool and rainy today. Oh darn, going to work will be a bitch.

No sleep tonight

2011-05-07T08:00:00.000-07:00

Didn't sleep a wink last night. Was in a battle with two mosquitoes, thousands of bites and a bad coughing fit.

And I'm right back at work today, 7am.

Had a good starbucks mrng, and I'm blogging from my mobile, on the way to work.

Polling's today. In all honest opinion, I'm not at all worried because the whites will win anyway. And they should, but the winning margin will probably be smaller than the past years'. You'd be ignorant if you think the elections are in complete transparency, or harbor any sort of hope that we'll have the opposition take over (two-party). We need change. But not now, gradually maybe.

I feel like having pho today, but i was alrdy planning to cook dinner! Besides, fatigue is really kicking in, and all I want is some good sleep.

It's gg to be a lonely Saturday night, but for today, I don't really care.

mr farenheit

2011-05-01T15:17:00.000-07:00

It's the Labour Day holidays in China too. I say 'too' because a friend said this, when I told him I'm having Labour day holidays;
'China has Labour Day too? But they're communist.'
Whatt? FYI, China has more public holidays than in Singapore (start counting all your Chinese festivals and add two extra days of holiday to them).

My day barely started, but it's going to be an awesome Sunday.
Hamilton's staring in Cars 2, I have to check that out. & my CMCC data/call plan starts today! Finally I'll have data on-the-go in China.
How about your Sunday? Have a splendid one, because Labour Day is only once every year (:

And I found out something interesting, I don't know if you already knew;
Kerb is British, and Curb is American. So are you British or American?

Check David Armand out in Fast and Loose (UK). He's awfully funny!

of the many chinese wonders

2011-04-20T00:44:00.000-07:00

Was so bored today, I actually resorted to doing my readings for tmr's TR class, while whatsapp-ing lester; The Chinese Mid-Consumer Market. A really interesting read I must say.
On a side note, I can't believe I've to resort to VPN just to use Google here. How ridiculous.

And! I desperately need someone to confiscate my ICBC internet banking card.
I couldn't help, but to get a bag from Taobao, because the current one I have that Sara got for me from Taiwan, is really breaking.
I need to stop the amount in my bank account from decreasing.

It's an emergency, and the red flag is up.
Brighter than ever.
Gosh.

deed done

2011-04-18T21:54:00.000-07:00

Alright, a really short post before I get some sleep.
Had an awesome time at Dada on Saturday, of course after some really nostalgic time spent at Singapore day. It was surprising, because for that afternoon, nobody felt like we were in China!
And p/s, I got my free durians (:

& I had a last minute call to get back to Sheshan on a bluey-Monday.
Guess who came? Lewis Hamilton and Heikki Kovalainen ♥

If you're still reading nasty reports about Hamilton, or Heikki for that matter, please cast them aside. It was absolute pleasure just speaking to both of these gentleman; so easy-going and funny! I felt so at ease to be honest.
So there's my absolute great Sheshan experience, a blues-free Monday!

Congratulations Hamilton, for winning Shanghai GP 2011.
& all the best for Turkey in three weeks to you both (:

HAMILTON (:

2011-04-11T23:00:00.000-07:00

Omg. Lewis Hamilton's coming to Sheshan for a round of golf tmr morning.
And I've school.
Dang. To skip or not to skip?
Maybe I'll get tickets to watch the Grand Prix in Shanghai.

Now I'm hallucinating. Oh gosh, sometimes I hate Sheshan for having nice opportunities like these.
So, what do I do now? ):

Don't you want me baby

2011-03-30T10:31:00.000-07:00

Hello.
No more flooble, and I am sooo lazy just to get another cbox.
But this is a change (: from the previous.

Anyhow, been really busy at work. Cannot wait for the coming weekend, to visit avatar mountains! ♥
Are the mountains really floating? I don't really see anything beneath supporting the huge blocks though.
Next Thursday, pho and some fun at work (:

180311

2011-03-18T16:04:00.000-07:00

you'd think people would've enough of silly love songs

i now know what expensive means when you get ill out of singapore. a big fat 600sgd medical check. seriously?! spent 4 long hours in parkway, i was so tired to even start swearing in my head.
but i did so, right when i reached home.
okay get this, 600sgd to visit a doctor in china, is insanely ridiculous. plus, this this is where all the crazy germs and nauseating practices lie! shouldn't medical consultation be logically cheaper?
gosh. darn you parkwayhealth.

been off work too long, so it's back to sheshan tmr.
i'm so having fun with taobao, china's ebay, in the meantime, hur.
can't wait for awesome house warming and all, starting tmr night (:

and oh yess, school work is so kickin' in.
):

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2011-02-24T22:40:00.000-08:00

everybody wants a thrill

gosh, it has been two weeks in shanghai but i don't think i can ever get used to the crawling broadband speed here. took me 10mins or so, just to get to this page, to pen sthg down!

anyhow, i've got some photos here and there. not many though, i've been lazy (:
life's okay, still enticipating the awesome.

my flooble's dying! someone please save it ):
& to those people back in singapore, please appreciate all the mee goreng, char kway teow, fish soup etc. i'm DYING over here.

& i declare; hate for dumplings (mic).

040211

2011-02-04T18:08:00.000-08:00

it's as good as it gets

february; happy chinese lunar new year everyone! (:

after all the not so good moments,
i figured, that i'd still love you all the same ♥

5 days to shanghai!!

2011-01-31T00:35:00.000-08:00

you've gotta ignite

i feel kinda odd. maybe i'm not prepared for china at all.
or maybe, sthg is just amiss, sthg that i can't really pin-point.
but still, i pray that all goes well.

the past weeks have been mundane, and empty.
perhaps it's the really bad gloomy weather in sgp recently.
hello? it's chinese new year, means sun, not rain!
boo.
i feel like having this tunisian tomato stew from wild honey, tmr mrng for breakfast.
sugar-daddy please?

ten more days (:
let em' be awesome, splendid, candid days!!
positive, positive & more positive.

190111

2011-01-19T23:25:00.000-08:00

should've known you was trouble

this is going to be an empty blog post; empty as in no thoughts, nthg deep.
just air-in-the-brain ramblings.

anyhow, i chipped a nail while bowling league just ):
and today just wasn't as fun as i expected it to be.
every single time, before i bowl for sthg, i'll feel tingly all over.
tnght just didn't do me much justice.

the past few nights have been continuous nightmares about myself, missing my flight to shanghai, or not packing enough.
i actually dreamt that i was alrdy running late, and mummy still insisted on shopping. (i don't really know where the link is)
but reality is, i really have no clue as to what i should pack.
i've never been in winter before, and i don't know what it'd be like.
when people tell me 'oh, it's gna be cold. wear more.', i think, hello? like i know what 'cold' really is. the coldest i've been was probably genting.
hurr.

twenty days to a huge adventure, though daunting at the same time.
breakfast, starhub then china visa centre tmr.

020111

2011-01-02T22:34:00.000-08:00

is it over yet?

this is as hard as it gets,
and this is what it feels like to really cry.

if anyone asks,
i'll tell them that we just grew apart.

281210

2010-12-28T19:21:00.000-08:00

au revoir

so its goodbye, perhaps it's all for the better as well.
holland tmr with ruthie, then maybe some shopping after.

i cannot wait to leave, honestly.
this place holds too many memories.

231210

2010-12-23T14:31:00.000-08:00

nomnom

before china blocks my access to blogger, and render blogging on this space impossible, i shall share something that is delightful;
food! ♥
i thought that i should start practicing and perfecting recipes, so when i get to shanghai i'd still be as happy eating (:
to start off simple, i tried aglio olio tossed with olive canola oil, chilli, garlic and streaky bacon. i am no genius at the kitchen, but this for a first try?
it was goooooood ♥
sprinkle parmesan cheese and parsly on the top for a good finish.

watching TLC has definitely paid off (:

161210

2010-12-16T20:26:00.000-08:00

shine a light

tell me are you feeling strong;
strong enough to love someone?

i've got a good feeling that things will work out fine next week (:
while i'm looking forward to every new day, shanghai is drawing really close.
i have to start reminding myself that i'll not be gone for a holiday, but for something real.
feels so surreal though, to be gone for a year.
& hopefully i'd make the best out of it.
i can't wait, but at the same time its kind of daunting.

in about 50 days.

141210

2010-12-14T16:11:00.000-08:00

take a chance, and don't ever look back

time for a little sleep (:

011210

2010-12-01T11:35:00.000-08:00

special education

its december, i smell christmas already.
so, the battle has been fought, don't think i really emerged victorious though.

anyhow, after planet earth, it was to town with ruthsim. it was not till a couple hours later that i realised sthg.
i love money. and i cannot live without it.
self-control feels so horrible when you don't actually want to control yourself yknw what i mean?

and just when i thought i could finally relax, sheshan sent two monthly magazines over by dhl.
seriously?
so work starts now. not in february.
unfortunately enough.

2010-11-28T14:07:00.000-08:00

hey soul sister

here i am, taking a break from nm2216 and xd3103 to share how splendid last night was at genny's 21st.
I actually enjoyed myself, the company and the food, which is a great deal, since minutes before i was so mind boggled by physics formulas and nm words.

and meet matthew;he's so cute i tellya (:
happy 21st silly ♥

and i am so, very, hungry.
surfing the www for scones and macarons wasn't such a great idea.
4 days t december 2nd!
so excited!

251110

2010-11-25T20:27:00.000-08:00

we're looking for sthg dumb to do

two papers done, two more before the end of semester five.
i can't wait.

things that should've came to a close long ago, did.
and i feel motivated to study xd now.

say hello to my new nikon (: the colour isn't true to the above.
in fact, i have no idea where the colour of my camera came from.
thankyou sis! ♥

191110

2010-11-19T15:21:00.000-08:00

i'm like, forget youu-oo-oo

it's two days to disaster, and four days to disappointment.
oh boy, i cannot wait for this week to be over. i can't stress enough.

december 2nd, hurry come (:

141110

2010-11-14T13:40:00.000-08:00

i traveled back, down that road

christmas; approximately in a month's time.
i love christmas ♥

i'm terribly terrified to be near you.

121110

2010-11-12T22:11:00.000-08:00

he's my ipod, i keep him on replay

last day of the semester, and it sucked so terribly i wna bury myself underneath. started the day with a bad dream and then rambling in class wasn't a good idea, at all. had a good run in the evening to get things off the mind.

too much of vampire diaries isn't doing any good, but it keeps the days going, and motivations coming. only two weeks to go.

carpe diem.

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2010-11-07T00:51:00.000-07:00

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2010-11-06T13:16:00.000-07:00

tnght's the countdown till the day we're not around

i've never felt so irritated and frustrated doing an assignment before. perhaps it's because the module sucks big time. ugh so annoying.

going to skip it, study and then move on to my biodi paper.

291010

2010-10-29T01:27:00.000-07:00

this free fall

sara says:
hahaha i dno jst felt like it hahaha
i feel like eating carls jnr fries
which is why i need a boy with a car so i can eat it now

agreed, and i want to eat fish porridge and tauhuay. right now.

281010

2010-10-28T20:18:00.000-07:00

change is inevitable

october's gone, just like that. i haven't done much in the month, just a lot of school work. in three days it'll be november, and i shall spend sunday at the alley. haven't bowled in a while.
biodiversity paper due in 2 weeks and i haven't started on it yet! someone, shoot me.

desperately need to start studying for biodiversity. cybercrime's about halfway done.
i haven't had two papers in a day before, so i'm kinda nervous. when my primary school tuition kids were telling me about how their hands were shaking taking their SA2's, it reminded me how i would be feeling on the 22nd of november ):
new media design paper on the 27th after, and planet earth on the 30th. ohmyy planet earth ):

i guess i'm not a fan of change, but change is inevitable in life.
hopefully, i'll be able to learn to get used to it soon. i'd need it.

and some people, will always be a disappointment.

141010

2010-10-14T13:03:00.000-07:00

some kind of proof it's not a dream

so cbm is successfully dropped, thank god. i cannot wait for the week to be over. when monday is done with, i can officially start studying for the finals, and of course, get a life. life has been busy, full of fatigue and over-thinking. i need to catch katherine heigl and jennifer aniston before they run out in the theatres. can't wait for 15th november as well, for shanghai to be confirmed.

and hopefully, the semester will end off fine, with a handful of good grades (: and a happy me.

no more bowling for now, till the exams are all over. that would be the 30th of november, morning. planet earth, damn that module. i so need a B+ for that at least. i am so not looking forward to botanical gardens coming saturday, for biodi then planet earth. going for excursions at the age of 21 feels a little odd.

to kill off all that excitement about having more 'me' time after all projects are done with on monday, there is the final paper for biodi to be done. ten pages! kill me now ):

i feel sleepy. and tuition's in an hour. toodles (:

091010

2010-10-09T22:56:00.000-07:00

you are the only exception

i wasn't aware that this space has been inactive for 2 weeks, till now of course. asean university games' trials went alright, but my legs are gone. can't feel them. loads of work to get done, i'm sincerely praying my cbm for planet earth can be dropped, or not i'm in deep shit. next week would be hell, with presentation and loads of other things to rush. i need a break

and i pray, that brien will approve sheshan, and that sheshan will employ me. pleaseee do, i promise i'd work really hard! (:

250910

2010-09-25T21:50:00.000-07:00

fly by

the recess week is over! nooo ): anyhow, studying for biodi is scary. hopefully a B+ please. much has happened this week, the goods and bads. i cannot wait for november to end as much as i want it to come!

exercise is much needed.

2010-09-21T20:36:00.000-07:00

cause you're amazing just the way you are

the song's stuck in my head. its lovely anyhow (: there's so much to do and the week's half gone alrdy! so darn quick. tuition and school trng is gg to kill it faster. darn.

i dnt wna do anything but watch ghost whisperer all day long. oh boo ):

140910

2010-09-14T00:35:00.000-07:00

imma little teapot

so much to do, no time at all. and procrastination has to kick in now, of all times. boo.

i like my new china-korean-japanese hair. whichever. terrible gloomy day today. thankyou for making it better. much better ♥

050910

2010-09-05T15:16:00.000-07:00

let's hear your speech oh

somethings are just so heart-warming. those are the things that you'll look at, and go 'aww!'. okay that was random. just completed tuition today, and received my first teacher's day gift. it feels really odd when a 11 year old comes up to me and says 'when you become a teacher, come to my school!'. it's as if there's a stage to tutoring kids. student life -> tutoring -> teacher -> get old & retire. how sad right ): that's like a typical life of a teacher in my opinion.

anyhow, i'm aching like mad from volleyball yesterday. great fun! but bounds of pain after that. training tmr should be really painful. i shall hope my arm doesn't fall off, and my fingers can still fit into my ball after the swelling yesterday.

so heart-warmed right now (: it makes me change my perception on things. great start to looking forward to different, better things/people/person (:

040910

2010-09-04T19:23:00.000-07:00

hurppp

'hurp' is dutch for 'go' (i think), though it sounds oddly like a burp or hiccup. learnt that from a netherlands teammate today at trng. well, so inter-faculty games volleyball training for arts proved too much for me, my arms and hands are sore. all i feel like doing now is sleep. butt, so much work to be done! ):

and there's trng again on monday night. three more weeks before it's all done. and crap i need to start my cbm soon ): okay, first up my geog/physics tsunami assignment!

040910

2010-09-04T00:24:00.000-07:00

take it easy on me

been working on many things, too slowly. i need to speed up desperately, the pile of work is really sky-high now. nothing interesting or spectacular has happened of late. i'm just gonna have to rush out a book report by this weekend, plus all my tutorials and wayyy overdue readings ): school training has been taking up a lot of time, plus all the tuitions. but life has been fulfilling, and somehow, i just cannot wait for november to come so i can see you again (:

its ifg trng tmr, and a whole lot of work to be done.

230810

2010-08-23T00:05:00.000-07:00

applebees

i need to get rid of that heavy procrastinating, and start doing work that has been piling up since two weeks ago. completed my outline for cbm, yet it feels like nothing has been done at all really. tomorrow will be a dang ass long dayy ):

sometimes, we just do not have the courage to say what we actually feel. why?

140810

2010-08-14T00:43:00.000-07:00

press pause

it's another one of those nights where i feel odd, empty. the more i laugh, the emptier i feel inside.
trng tmr, with a long agenda for the weekend. haven't felt really blessed in a long long time.

090810

2010-08-09T22:50:00.000-07:00

hello. goodbye.

just watched ip man on television. awesome kungfu show. school's re-starting tmr, and i envision long days, long weeks with loads of work to cover. no more procrastinating this time around. well, something has got to change for the better after 4 semesters of life in university right? i really doubt i'd have much of a life this semester, with lectures, tutorials, tuitions and school training. but well, all for the better, i'd have less time to think of rubbish stuff.

i do not know if there's anything wrong with you. but i am sincerely worried, and i hope you're alright.

030810

2010-08-03T13:23:00.000-07:00

when you hit rock bottom

the only way is up ♥
aaronlee's coming back tmrw! yay (:
ktbb.

260710

2010-07-26T20:31:00.000-07:00

all my secrets away

sorceror's apprentice after pho hoa for dinner last night, was reallyreally good (: the theme song's now stuck in my head. had to do matric fair duty today with chishi, sara, keefe and ahmeliaa. it was fun with the people, but really boring freshmen. ruth camee (: went for tuition after, and now i've to skip trng cos i'm running a fever, and i can't hear myself. boo.

230710

2010-07-23T20:54:00.000-07:00

and if you should know

the week's been really hectic, with both guiding and tuition. just yesterday alone, i made trips to joo koon, serangoon and pasir ris in 6 hours. fatigue! haven't been training much, that is bad. anyhow, mpe's a failure this semester, i didn't get anything pre-allocated except biodiversity ): i hate bidding, it eats into my nerves.

160710

2010-07-16T01:08:00.000-07:00

when things can only get better

sara says:
got goalkeeper ppl still can score goal right!

♥ you sara! (:
discovery centre tmr, tuition and timbre!

140710

2010-07-14T21:35:00.000-07:00

oh the rain falls, i don't want to be alone

i'm back from sunny bangkok, thailand. pretty glad i went, to get my mind off tuition and relax. shopped and ate much! a veryvery lovely trip, with great people (:
its league tmr, and tuition on friday, saturday, sunday. i'm feeling tired alrdy ):
&mpe's reallyreally stressful.

050710

2010-07-05T00:44:00.000-07:00

juliet juliet

this is sara, she's cameron diaz in Angels and excited in SSE;

;sassy says:
hahaha
sometimes i wonder if we really fantasize too much
we're so gg to be spinsters
):

sara says:
yes omg
we will keep dogs and wep everyday
*weep
alas where art romeo?

;sassy says:
HAHAHA
OHMYGOD YOU'RE DAMN FRIGGIN DRAMA

& this is how she says goodbye;

sara says:
hokay ): emo broke spinster gaoci

friends never fail to make my day the right-side up ♥

030710

2010-07-03T21:53:00.000-07:00

playy

its july, and i'm leaving in 5 days, yay! (: anyhow, the game today was really bad. ohwell looking forward to training on monday though. getting jitters over tuition tmr hahaha ohmygoodness. maybe spas was right, i'm a lousy piang teacher.

i miss him.

270610

2010-06-27T22:43:00.000-07:00

wabbit

i've been thinking hard, about language. how odd i know. it just struck me that somehow, english may not be my forte, that maybe my written is bad. i've seen people write beautifully, awesome vocabulary flowing out of their pens like a water fountain, with much ease. spot on grammer and sentence structure that glues an essay or story tgt so strongly that it beats UHU. it's a little depressing to know that something you're in love with isn't really working well for you.

220610

2010-06-22T00:15:00.000-07:00

i'm marvellous

today's been really fruitful. i'm looking forward to my fp tmr (: and with a little excitement from sara, i'm also looking forward to my gst offset package veryveryvery much. well considering i'm not rich, i'm actually quite poor but thankful for what i have, this offset package can give me life for quite a while. it's the period of university camps and everyone's disappearing overseas. besides bowling, i realised i haven't got much life this holidays. well, not like bowling induces a lot of life anyhow.

out with the girls at suntec after awesome tom's palette ♥ ohmygoodness, i so wna watch despicable mee! look at those yellow bunnies, they look and sound jst like raving rabbids on wii! ♥ &toy story 3 is a must, after pau said its reallyreally good. someone, please be my movie dateee (:

i heart glee by the way. hearttt it ♥

190610

2010-06-19T00:49:00.000-07:00

silent hill

feels like the way it has always been, after i watch sthg like silent hill or shutter island. disturbed. anyhow, just so you know, if you're pissed off with your day, don't come take it out on me. i'm so tired of being your toilet paper. &that should've ended in march.

japanese lunch at ion, borders and iluma flea tmr with the oldies ♥

170610

2010-06-17T00:56:00.000-07:00

i dreamed a dream

hello. i think i'm probably the only laggy person that has been using internet explorer since i dnt know when, and when it hanged on me 3 weeks ago i was stuck. literally. links to new windows could not open and my browser was faulty, but firefox changed that! so now, everything's good to go. pho at holland v tmr, cheers to that ♥ and i'm still thinking about india. dinner's at chinese swimming club tmr, followed by trng. oh my poor fingers ): hopefully it'll all be worth it!

& i desperately need someone to go bangkok with me in july. please if you're free and interested, drop me a text! thankss (: and i miss japannn! not the bangs.

110610

2010-06-11T20:57:00.000-07:00

wrote a note to god

bowling's been good. tuition has been alright. pc show wasn't as entertaining, and manhatten's not as enjoyable as 3 months back. a bad headache kinda sums up my whole day.

060610

2010-06-06T12:15:00.000-07:00

can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars

hello. so i'm back from work; three days of camp, a random barbecue and slc last night. met up with lynette and sara yst to do mani pedi for three dollars. its love ♥ i will go back again soon to try other colours (: holidays are turning from zero to fun-filled. met many amazing lovely people, and caught up with the older ones. and can you believe i even forgot the road name of school. tts how long it has been. 5 long years but we're all still within contact thankfully.

okay, imma go off for lunch. and mandarin vodka is awful. please don't try it.
i don't need no parachute, baby if i got you baby if i got you. for you chin! hahaha (:

020610

2010-06-02T15:14:00.000-07:00

turn around bright eyes

i'll be back on saturday! soo tired ):

290510

2010-05-29T23:53:00.000-07:00

i could use a wish right now

june holidays, also spells the start of my holiday plans from impromptu to proper ones. the trip to kinokuniya at bugis today kinda gave me the "melt and sizzle" feeling about writing a story. "melt and sizzle" is a flavour of ice-cream at tom's palette, shaw tower. 4.5/5 stars for the cheesecake flavour of which its full name i cannot rmb. yes, maybe defrosting of that pen tip should start, and paced scratching on paper should begin. just the thought of it makes me get a little jumpy and all excited. my love for writing stories never dies (: well if only people would equally appreciate what i actually write.

i've a couple of things that i want to do, and need to get done before school starts again. i shall not list them. yknw if i could turn back time, like in prince of persia, i would've done many things differently. despite life being critical, mundane and mean, there'd still be simple things i appreciate such as gg for tuition or writing. yet maybe, i could be just like another american idol contestant in line, waiting for the judges to tell me that i'm not any good, that i should get real.

and i do miss having you around, telling you that i miss you.

260510

2010-05-26T22:50:00.000-07:00

till the heart's overflowing

i can't upload photos to blogger, no idea why. anyhow! the past two week have been really busy and tiring. i'm glad all the work is donee (: finally i can take a breather! school trng has resumed on mondays at faber, so it's sthg to look forward to every week. tuition has been surprisingly enjoyable. yiqi's reallyreally adorable (:

there's not much to look forward to for the coming weeks since its june holidays for most schools now. maybe its time to get another adhoc job soon. can't wait for fp and handing out time with ruth tmr! and more bowling-time of course (: time also, for me to catch up on glee!!

150510

2010-05-15T23:20:00.000-07:00

blahblahblah

half of may is gone. oh gosh, someone, slow it down! ): anyhow, the past 2 days have been tiring with speedb trng. but i'm determined not to remain jobless, so i'll press on for the last one tmr. i would really prefer sthg more stable, a daily thing that will earn myself a fixed salary, but i figured life wouldn't be as interesting. maybe interacting with people from everywhere will make my holidays different and change my perspective a lil' bit.

next week's gna be packed with stuff starting monday. i'm kinda excited, especially training on monday night. amazingg.

120510

2010-05-12T19:47:00.000-07:00

nobody compared, nobody's gna come above

hello. i'm sick, not like boredom sickness, but flu-sick. no idea where i got it from. not good anyhow. & wii at audrey's ystdy playing raving rabbids was cool, pure and madd fun but i couldn't feel my arms this morning. looking forward to next week (: beaching, trng resumes, sleepover, movies and hopefully a job by then. oh, and clean&clear reached the first hundredd! thank you everyone who voted! (: i'm not looking to win it, but top 15 at least. you can vote everyday!! jst click on the link on the previous post, and click vote! wont take you more than a minute (: please help!! much appreciated reallyy (:

ugh i feel terrible. gna close for the night.

100510

2010-05-10T23:22:00.000-07:00

absence, makes the heart fonder

hello! please vote for me to become clean & clear's top best friends model! thankyou muchhh (:
http://apps.facebook.com/cleanclearsingapore/gallery/detail/220/

tmr's wii at audrey's and then to school for a partyy. fp, here i come! (:

070510

2010-05-07T17:23:00.000-07:00

without a care in the world

exams officially came to a close last evening. the night was well spent with audrey and ems (: i just love simple moments, where friends sit, have dinner and do the most ridiculous things. anyhow, brother bowled well for a divs, so i'll be down at occ tmr to catch the masters, hopefully silly comes down too! haven't seen her in agess.

that aside, computing paper was dangass hard. thank god for the s/u option. &i so wna catch backup plan, and do sooo many other awesome things like bowl and the clean&clear contest.
cheers to the month of may (:

040510

2010-05-04T01:03:00.000-07:00

reform

positivity or self-deception?

this is it.

030510

2010-05-03T11:36:00.000-07:00

there's nothing i could say

i got rejected. ohwell studystudy!

020510

2010-05-02T17:38:00.000-07:00

the power of we

its may!! so darn quick. that also spells four days to the end of torturous exams, cannot wait for all the parties, sleepovers and other awesome stuff! (:

so the things keeping me alive for the past weeks; mrb, milk pans, fbh, my looney tunes tissues, ytf and of course, aaronlee ♥

i somehow, am not complaining about life right now. actually, i'm kinda enjoying whatever that's gg on; the studying, the exams, breakfasts, lunches and tea breaks. i have no idea where this positivity is coming from, but i think i'm not getting any younger to think about them, but just to know that i feel good, and blessed i've friends like aaronlee, audrey and lobee. they make my every single day, even if it was just one line of text, or a simple no-frills dinner/tea ♥

happy 21st birthday stanleyy! (:

300410

2010-04-30T22:50:00.000-07:00

rain on my parade

i'm surprisingly elated right now. must've been the 30 minutes of sleep time i got from 2130. &i got an invite to joleen's 21st slumber party and actual celebration, so that's gna be sthg i will look forward to after exams. and of course, to sleep, bowl and eat everyday (: too bad manila's cancelled. otherwise that would happen this may as well! i want to go for another uitm trip. anywhere, it doesn't matter. so long as there's eating, shopping, bowling, sleeping and hanging around with my favourite people, i'll go (:

why i'm so happy, i do not know. but its the end of april alrdy, and mcgill yes or no is not here yet. ohwellos.
glee is awesome ♥

260410

2010-04-26T13:51:00.000-07:00

truth be told, i miss you

so the war starts tmr, hopefully i'll survive 2 weeks on the battlefield and emerge victorious. hehe i cannot wait for the holidays after the 6th of may. yes i end really late, and its not the latest since chuanming ends on the 7th! go fu-fighter.
can't wait to bowl like three times a week again, thats so going to happen after exams. and, finally to get a new ball drilled. happy much (: &of course all the movies that i've been lagging, my fp as well!
kao was funny last night; "what's an itouch?" he asked. then he replied his own question before i could say anything; "in-touch?" hahahhahahaa.

220410

2010-04-22T21:54:00.000-07:00

i know you care

i am so hopelessly hopeless. gosh, stop sleeping!

210410

2010-04-21T12:08:00.000-07:00

camp sink or swim

caught shutter island last night with emily and audrey after fbh. haven't had such a day since idk when. anyhow, the movie's awesome! i love psychotic shows. this was perfect for me. hehe (: and bounty hunter's only one-half stars, so i'm thinking if i should actually catch it. &shutter island was real in saying "once you're declared crazy, no one will believe a thing you say. it's the perfect tool." sad ain't it. what if you weren't crazy, and all you tried to do was to tell the truth? would all that fight even be worth it. i wouldn't think so. playing dumb would probably be the easiest way to go.

been sleeping alot of late, its bad.
onaka ga peko-peko!
oh, and happy 21st birthday lynette lee! :D

200410

2010-04-20T20:06:00.000-07:00

and maybe down the road

i really feel my stress level increasing by the second. either from my self-expectations, from friends or from comments i'm hearing of everywhere. maybe all i need is a simple dinner and half a day hang out to destress. but then again, if i recall the scene i saw on sunday, i'll somehow always manage to convince myself, that i am definitely not giving in more than 30% for this coming exams. sometimes i do ask myself, why am i so lazy? i sincerely hope i do not get any thing lower than a B this semester. especially for computing. its scaring me! okayyy rj45 and ethernet! i will study you soon ):

♥ much. be it frolick or bailey's at udders, im jst a call away (:

190410

2010-04-19T20:31:00.000-07:00

i'm just too far from where you are

all those emails about lacking bits of information in the sep application are getting on my nerves. the worse is when you don't get a placing at the end of it. so annoying, i don't understand how filling in all that information helps in the application. afterall, if you really got a place in exchange, you can fill all those in later ain't it. i mean, i'd rather they go ahead and tell me i didn't get mcgill rather than all these scattered emails everywhere.
really annoyed.

&on top of everything, exam stress is getting to me. i need bailey's ice cream right now! boo ): on a lighter note, bowling's been really good.

170410

2010-04-17T13:53:00.000-07:00

but you can never reach it

so, where do we go from here? bury your head in books, thats right.

110410

2010-04-11T19:43:00.000-07:00

what dyou say

i was right. the past 2 weeks flew by like no other. its a week more of school left, before the long 3 months break i'm gna get! i hope protesting in thailand simmers down, i want my shopping! ): anyhow, bowling today's been good without the guard. and i just got the email to say manila's cancelled, so no bowling trip this may boo. and doing up html last night was such an ass. i re-did the same codes like countless times, and since i'm no computer expert in ANY way, all my hair fell off last night.

yknw the resume talk on friday left a really deep impression on me somehow. all the talk about your future employer gg through your blog before he interviews you, is indeed scary. maybe i should start using this space for something more constructive than for pure ranting.

060410

2010-04-06T00:33:00.000-07:00

kiss me goodbye, i'm defying gravity

is it jst me, or is time flying by too darn fast?
i will try not to read a 20 page reading in 35 minutes, frowning. my forehead has huge tension right now. oh booo ):

i so wna go to the pixar exhibition at the science centre. someone please go with me?
&&time to study soon-ish! ):

020410

2010-04-02T02:29:00.000-07:00

snow white turtle doves

so april fool's wasn't quite nice. its surprising how the fun of april fool's day dies when you get to the university. i miss the childish, brainless days of jc. anyhow, loved the night though my day was dang-ass long! i'm soo darn glad i got to meet aaronlee and weiji after for dinner and project (again). but it was really awesome company!

udders after was splendid time spent, laughing like crazies. loveee bailey's ice cream ttm! :D
&i heart impromptu times with ruthh! everyday should be like tnght (:

310310

2010-03-31T11:07:00.000-07:00

iny-mini-maini-mo lover

justin bieber isn't exactly a great singer, but well he does have a cute, distinct voice!
anyway, i really hope they give mcgill to me, after that email. *crosses fingers much. it'll be only an hour of tutorial today, then fp, frolick and when in romeee.

let this all be awesome motivation for coming april (:

300310

2010-03-30T01:55:00.000-07:00

maybe i'll get famous

i was just wondering, if my blog's too self-indulgent. hm and i for one, bowled horrible tnght. ohwell, we do not have happy pills, but we have people who can do great, cheering you up in the most subtle ways (:

&i'm feeling so darn hungry. button mushrooms, shitake, abalone and mcdonald's ♥♥♥
thanks andy lee. okay, time for bed!

270310

2010-03-27T13:29:00.000-07:00

the world, it waits for you

last night was horror sleeping in my room. i had like 11 mozzie bites on my left arm and one on my right. so angryy ): i dnt wna be a blood bank for the mosquitoes! and i'm quite sure we're not breeding any at home. must've came from outside, 12 floors down. ugh.

its the end of march alrdy. anyhow, the coming month's gna pass damn quick. 4 weeks will be gone, and it'll be finals, and a three month break for everyone before we know it. i need a job bad. should source for one soon! so today, i organised my notes a little, clipped everything nicely together according to modules, and culture industries came out winner; the thickest stash. prolly because the module doesn't have a textbook prescribed to it. oh, alice in wonderland was good by the way. johnny depp is aweee-somee. literally!

and it feels good, knowing that i'm not in this alone (: you've been great company, nonsense and all. thank you (:
yay, when in rome and dragon soon! &&i'm still dreaming of my opi e45. zomg punch me ):

250310

2010-03-25T21:25:00.000-07:00

another summer day, come and gone away

awesomely happy at this moment (: can't wait for saturday, and yea, tmr! hopefully fp with someone (: my tummy is still retarded, i don't like it.

230310

2010-03-23T23:18:00.000-07:00

fairytalee

up in the air with ruth tnght was good. aston's after, awesome (: we always have binging sessions when we hang out in town. really bad. and dinner was late today! like 930pm or so, we waited darn-ass-long for seats and food. i'm really sleepy now ): fp tmr after a short class day! but its governance project to dooo. so its bad too. three more weeks baby! (: dangg, i'm so thirsty! how random.

&ever wondered if true love exists in the long run? maybe for all yknw, its just habit you can't rid yourself of or a fear of solitude.

to you;
thankyou for that little note. made me remember exactly why i love you ♥

180310

2010-03-18T16:23:00.000-07:00

no spain no gain

i'm still dreaming of my opi e45, no spain no gain. i really really want it ): and today's been quite an angsty day. had meetings here and there, but i jst wasn't in the mood to entertain people and their various rubbish. excited cheered me up a little (: thanks dear! i'm looking forward to my b-pluses and As this semester (:

&bendan, i don't wna get a tumblrrr. so mafann. and i'm gna fp tmr w silly and excited! lovee (: project meeting after with manhattens and in the evening, it'll be to mt sophia, 3902 gallery to see my photo. heh

for now, its serious, not awesome-at-all work to complete ):

140310

2010-03-14T15:29:00.000-07:00

party everyday

this has probably been the best weekend i've had for the longest time. the whole of yesterday was spent with the bowlers in the alley for 10 hours. madness but fun, and i did well by my standards, so i'm glad. KIRIN afternoon tea, cheesecake brownie and tenderheart carebear sara and gen got for me was looveee ♥ thankyou so much lovelies, for being there for me (: dinner was mcdonalds w silly. simple yet awesome. couldn't feel my legs after.

i surprisingly woke up at 9am this mrng, way earlier than i envisioned myself to. headed to vivo with sis for brunch and some walking around. got a new spectacle case from paris miki, and a new notebook from page one. everything is in lovely red ♥♥♥ wanted to get grey pumps, but they didn't have it in my size ): but all was enough to make my day! & i've to complete culture industries essay soon. but the weather's making me lazyy and sleepy ):

i desperately want opi e45. someone please be nice, give me an early birthday present? (: can't wait for timbre old school with the sc norms on friday! ♥

130310

2010-03-13T23:20:00.000-08:00

rmb all the things we wanted

i love you all;
sara ann lee, genevieve sarah lim, ruth sim ai ♥

p/s. i'm not lesbian (: &i can't feel my legs ):

110310

2010-03-11T23:30:00.000-08:00

yknw you love me

i'm feeling delightfully happy (: which reminds me of the forum showed during intercultural today; 'how are you feeling today?' and one poor girl hogs the entire forum. hm interesting.

and i'm really happy because i know, i will love youu for long. and it will be easier from now (: whomever said you had to keep one beside you, just to love him/her? and ohmyy. cultural industry essay needs to be done. NOW. urgency level, a thousand percent! ):

yayy! spas is gna help me get havaianas from aussielandd (: i love my awesome friends, despite the embarrassing moments, silly, funny or retarded. thankyouu for loving me back! ♥

090310

2010-03-09T23:59:00.000-08:00

everybody hurts sometimes

According to you - Orianthi

According to you I'm stupid, I'm useless
I can't do anything right
According to you I'm difficult, hard to please
Forever changing my mind

I'm a mess in a dress, can't show up on time
Even if it would save my life
According to you, according to you

But according to him I'm beautiful, incredible
He can't get me out of his head
According to him I'm funny, irresistible
Everything he ever wanted
Everything is opposite, I don't feel like stopping it
So baby tell me what I got to lose
He's into me for everything I'm not
According to you

According to you I'm boring, I'm moody
And you can't take me any place
According to you I suck at telling jokes
'Cause I always give it away
I'm the girl with the worst attention span
You're the boy who puts up with that
According to you, according to you

I need to feel appreciated
Like I'm not hated, oh no
Why can't you see me through his eyes?
It's too bad, you're making me dizzy
But according to me you're stupid, you're useless
You can't do anything right

According to you I'm stupid, I'm uselessI can't do anything right

i can't wait for my opi to come (:

080310

2010-03-08T23:07:00.000-08:00

when you say nthg at all

what if, your irrational mind tells you that its bad for you to keep giving and forgiving, but you still feel like doing it anyway, because you realise you can't stay angry at that one person for long. yet, your rational mind says, to ignore the irrational thought and keep your firm stand.

what do you do now?

080310

2010-03-08T01:31:00.000-08:00

my feet lost ground

im feeling so darn hungry ): i feel like a bowl of hot, chicken mushroom soup right now. i will so love anyone who will cook that for me. only mummy cooks it best though (: &suddenly i rmb all those foods people owe me at this point;

chuanming owes brownies, andy owes banana muffins and lunch. darryl, my whole cheesecake! where is itt ): if only i still had classes with audrey this semester, then i'll get her bakes which are so darn awesomeee (: but no such luck. and what is with guys and baking? i don't even know how to use the oven. heh but plus points anyway, for my tummy (:

ugh, school tmr followed by trng. long ass dayyy ):
miss you honey.

070210

2010-03-07T03:21:00.000-08:00

its not about them

i feel rude and unforgiving. &i'm starting to lose the sense of who i really am, all because of one person. is it really worth it? why was i empty and speechless upon that second call. i didn't know what to say at all. all's fading too darn fast, its scaring me.

come back.

060310

2010-03-06T00:00:00.000-08:00

these are my confessions

caught dear john today w ruthless. not as emotional as i expected to turn out. loved my foods today. ate a hell lot, which means the mood's gg awry again. deadlines are finally done with for a short while. bowling's been bad. everything seems to be on a down hill.

i know things people say to me are true, and that i should be more rational and take those advices because its all for the best. but its easier said than done.
i jst dnt know what happened to you, and i wished that you would tell me. but its so hard to trust, to expect any form of change. tell me what i should do, because i really don't know.

040310

2010-03-04T23:35:00.000-08:00

if i were a boy

hello. mid-terms was really hard. roll-offs really bad. so the mood's really depressing right now. sometimes, the more you expect of yourself or others, the more it'll slip away. it's so difficult having to do sthg your mind asks you to, but your heart refuses to budge. can't wait for the week to fly by. i need to be occupied with things, work and outings maybe, so i won't have time to think. &that was what you've always disliked about me ain't it?

i want a miracle to happen. i need it.

030310

2010-03-03T22:56:00.000-08:00

everybody, loves a winner

so nobody loves me.
i clearly know how it feels like to go unappreciated now. dyou know why you do the things you do? the cliche, actions speak louder than words.
we're dying. if you're still in it, you should feel that too.

010310

2010-03-01T22:22:00.000-08:00

like baby baby baby, oh

oh gosh, its march alrdy. so darn quick. its both good and bad! but i think at this point in time, when assignment deadlines are dangerously nearing, it is mostly bad. ohwell, i'm dead tired and how i wished time would jst stop for me to take a lil' breather.

i have a extremely, adorable boyfriend.

280210

2010-02-28T14:22:00.000-08:00

like we jst dnt care

its 2am, a bad time to be still awake. baby jst went to sleep and its 5am over at melbourne alrdy! terrible habit. &silly me, being hungry, ate 6 gobstoppers in a row, now i regret. doubt i'd be able to sleep soon. chris and kao are off to india tmr! how adventurous and fun (: i can't wait for my bangkok in julyy.

okay, its definitely time for use essay tmr. i really need to start penning it down. no more delays chinglee, no more.

oh, my lappie's flat. time to go!
goodnight (:

260210

2010-02-26T21:36:00.000-08:00

love, is a higher law

my flu's better, i'm glad (: i haven't started on use essay! its sthg to panic about, yet i'm looking forward to completing it by the weekend alrdy. hopefully it happens. i should be a happier person by the end of next thursday! when intercultural midterms are over. then, it'll be time for all the mad projects to be done.

llgt, i miss you ♥

260210

2010-02-26T00:44:00.000-08:00

maybe its true

roll-offs went not bad. could've been better. and i'm glad i sacrificed american idol to take a peek at my computer. sooo glad! really happy right now (:

feels like you're with me again ♥