“life will be better in spring”

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iny-mini-maini-mo lover

justin bieber isn't exactly a great singer, but well he does have a cute, distinct voice!
anyway, i really hope they give mcgill to me, after that email. *crosses fingers much. it'll be only an hour of tutorial today, then fp, frolick and when in romeee.

let this all be awesome motivation for coming april (:

maybe i'll get famous

i was just wondering, if my blog's too self-indulgent. hm and i for one, bowled horrible tnght. ohwell, we do not have happy pills, but we have people who can do great, cheering you up in the most subtle ways (:

&i'm feeling so darn hungry. button mushrooms, shitake, abalone and mcdonald's ♥♥♥
thanks andy lee. okay, time for bed!

the world, it waits for you

last night was horror sleeping in my room. i had like 11 mozzie bites on my left arm and one on my right. so angryy ): i dnt wna be a blood bank for the mosquitoes! and i'm quite sure we're not breeding any at home. must've came from outside, 12 floors down. ugh.

its the end of march alrdy. anyhow, the coming month's gna pass damn quick. 4 weeks will be gone, and it'll be finals, and a three month break for everyone before we know it. i need a job bad. should source for one soon! so today, i organised my notes a little, clipped everything nicely together according to modules, and culture industries came out winner; the thickest stash. prolly because the module doesn't have a textbook prescribed to it. oh, alice in wonderland was good by the way. johnny depp is aweee-somee. literally!

and it feels good, knowing that i'm not in this alone (: you've been great company, nonsense and all. thank you (:
yay, when in rome and dragon soon! &&i'm still dreaming of my opi e45. zomg punch me ):

another summer day, come and gone away

awesomely happy at this moment (: can't wait for saturday, and yea, tmr! hopefully fp with someone (: my tummy is still retarded, i don't like it.

fairytalee

up in the air with ruth tnght was good. aston's after, awesome (: we always have binging sessions when we hang out in town. really bad. and dinner was late today! like 930pm or so, we waited darn-ass-long for seats and food. i'm really sleepy now ): fp tmr after a short class day! but its governance project to dooo. so its bad too. three more weeks baby! (: dangg, i'm so thirsty! how random.

&ever wondered if true love exists in the long run? maybe for all yknw, its just habit you can't rid yourself of or a fear of solitude.

to you;
thankyou for that little note. made me remember exactly why i love you ♥

no spain no gain

i'm still dreaming of my opi e45, no spain no gain. i really really want it ): and today's been quite an angsty day. had meetings here and there, but i jst wasn't in the mood to entertain people and their various rubbish. excited cheered me up a little (: thanks dear! i'm looking forward to my b-pluses and As this semester (:

&bendan, i don't wna get a tumblrrr. so mafann. and i'm gna fp tmr w silly and excited! lovee (: project meeting after with manhattens and in the evening, it'll be to mt sophia, 3902 gallery to see my photo. heh

for now, its serious, not awesome-at-all work to complete ):

party everyday

this has probably been the best weekend i've had for the longest time. the whole of yesterday was spent with the bowlers in the alley for 10 hours. madness but fun, and i did well by my standards, so i'm glad. KIRIN afternoon tea, cheesecake brownie and tenderheart carebear sara and gen got for me was looveee ♥ thankyou so much lovelies, for being there for me (: dinner was mcdonalds w silly. simple yet awesome. couldn't feel my legs after.

i surprisingly woke up at 9am this mrng, way earlier than i envisioned myself to. headed to vivo with sis for brunch and some walking around. got a new spectacle case from paris miki, and a new notebook from page one. everything is in lovely red ♥♥♥ wanted to get grey pumps, but they didn't have it in my size ): but all was enough to make my day! & i've to complete culture industries essay soon. but the weather's making me lazyy and sleepy ):

i desperately want opi e45. someone please be nice, give me an early birthday present? (: can't wait for timbre old school with the sc norms on friday! ♥

rmb all the things we wanted

i love you all;
sara ann lee, genevieve sarah lim, ruth sim ai ♥

p/s. i'm not lesbian (: &i can't feel my legs ):

yknw you love me

i'm feeling delightfully happy (: which reminds me of the forum showed during intercultural today; 'how are you feeling today?' and one poor girl hogs the entire forum. hm interesting.

and i'm really happy because i know, i will love youu for long. and it will be easier from now (: whomever said you had to keep one beside you, just to love him/her? and ohmyy. cultural industry essay needs to be done. NOW. urgency level, a thousand percent! ):

yayy! spas is gna help me get havaianas from aussielandd (: i love my awesome friends, despite the embarrassing moments, silly, funny or retarded. thankyouu for loving me back! ♥

everybody hurts sometimes

According to you - Orianthi

According to you I'm stupid, I'm useless
I can't do anything right
According to you I'm difficult, hard to please
Forever changing my mind

I'm a mess in a dress, can't show up on time
Even if it would save my life
According to you, according to you

But according to him I'm beautiful, incredible
He can't get me out of his head
According to him I'm funny, irresistible
Everything he ever wanted
Everything is opposite, I don't feel like stopping it
So baby tell me what I got to lose
He's into me for everything I'm not
According to you

According to you I'm boring, I'm moody
And you can't take me any place
According to you I suck at telling jokes
'Cause I always give it away
I'm the girl with the worst attention span
You're the boy who puts up with that
According to you, according to you

I need to feel appreciated
Like I'm not hated, oh no
Why can't you see me through his eyes?
It's too bad, you're making me dizzy
But according to me you're stupid, you're useless
You can't do anything right

According to you I'm stupid, I'm uselessI can't do anything right


i can't wait for my opi to come (:

when you say nthg at all

what if, your irrational mind tells you that its bad for you to keep giving and forgiving, but you still feel like doing it anyway, because you realise you can't stay angry at that one person for long. yet, your rational mind says, to ignore the irrational thought and keep your firm stand.

what do you do now?

my feet lost ground

im feeling so darn hungry ): i feel like a bowl of hot, chicken mushroom soup right now. i will so love anyone who will cook that for me. only mummy cooks it best though (: &suddenly i rmb all those foods people owe me at this point;

chuanming owes brownies, andy owes banana muffins and lunch. darryl, my whole cheesecake! where is itt ): if only i still had classes with audrey this semester, then i'll get her bakes which are so darn awesomeee (: but no such luck. and what is with guys and baking? i don't even know how to use the oven. heh but plus points anyway, for my tummy (:

ugh, school tmr followed by trng. long ass dayyy ):
miss you honey.

its not about them

i feel rude and unforgiving. &i'm starting to lose the sense of who i really am, all because of one person. is it really worth it? why was i empty and speechless upon that second call. i didn't know what to say at all. all's fading too darn fast, its scaring me.

come back.

these are my confessions

caught dear john today w ruthless. not as emotional as i expected to turn out. loved my foods today. ate a hell lot, which means the mood's gg awry again. deadlines are finally done with for a short while. bowling's been bad. everything seems to be on a down hill.

i know things people say to me are true, and that i should be more rational and take those advices because its all for the best. but its easier said than done.
i jst dnt know what happened to you, and i wished that you would tell me. but its so hard to trust, to expect any form of change. tell me what i should do, because i really don't know.

if i were a boy

hello. mid-terms was really hard. roll-offs really bad. so the mood's really depressing right now. sometimes, the more you expect of yourself or others, the more it'll slip away. it's so difficult having to do sthg your mind asks you to, but your heart refuses to budge. can't wait for the week to fly by. i need to be occupied with things, work and outings maybe, so i won't have time to think. &that was what you've always disliked about me ain't it?

i want a miracle to happen. i need it.

everybody, loves a winner

so nobody loves me.
i clearly know how it feels like to go unappreciated now. dyou know why you do the things you do? the cliche, actions speak louder than words.
we're dying. if you're still in it, you should feel that too.

like baby baby baby, oh

oh gosh, its march alrdy. so darn quick. its both good and bad! but i think at this point in time, when assignment deadlines are dangerously nearing, it is mostly bad. ohwell, i'm dead tired and how i wished time would jst stop for me to take a lil' breather.

i have a extremely, adorable boyfriend.