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Tuesday, March 31, 2009 || 3:08 PM
ここに私は日本来る!ouside, i'm masquerading
inside, my hope is fading
so take a good look at my face
you'll see my smile looks out of place
if you look closer, its easy to trace
the tracks of my tears
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Tuesday, March 24, 2009 || 9:08 PM
goodbye to youi feel numb;
been doing so much, getting to little.
dont really know what i'm doing
i feel weird;
neither here nor there.
upset, thinking, confused?
i feel empty;
because i dont know why,
because pr is killing me,
because i'm missing something,
& i dont know what it is.
Sunday, March 22, 2009 || 8:30 PM
the heart's too brokenhello. my weekends are flying by like no other. i'm dreading 8am class tmr ):
i've so much to study for, yet so little time.
i'm speaking in bits and pieces; i dnt knw why.
i'm in no mood190309
Thursday, March 19, 2009 || 4:49 PM
i see sun set in your eyesi rly wonder how many people still read this thing hm.
anyway, black pac was really cool today; well as always(: lovee the insights to the class. yknw everyone should take this class! &you'll learn to stop being captive and naive and think everything is there because its there (well unless you're too hopeless and pathetic, then im sorry). speaking about selling identity makes me wonder if there's a price tag to everything. i mean are we all that materialistic? maybe its not possible for people to do things without an inherent benefit to them; oh my which pretty much sucks. so i guess its back to prashad and phi very very soon.
i cant wait for today to be over seriously. zomg i havent touched 2220 assignment, i ought to be shot. i desperately need heavy inspiration!
180209
Wednesday, March 18, 2009 || 2:42 AM
this is the way you left mei could use a hug right now ):
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Sunday, March 15, 2009 || 8:48 PM
you dont remember a thingso open house is done. had loads of fun despite all the sweat and fatigue. met a couple of people today; louis, chris, lynette chong(! like after so longgg & of cos park too), stella, wesley! hahah wesley, lynette and louis actually helped me kill the most time(: i'm so surprised lynette's still the same funny self. glad she is. okay so i'm actually glad i did open house! love talking to people, maybe it should be a future profession heh.
that being done, i've so much more to do. el midterms tmr and japan! ):
i sooo wna sleep.
liverfool
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Tuesday, March 10, 2009 || 10:44 PM
untouchedso despite the lousy test i had and trng on monday, at least i've a slight break from work, away from the mad rush for deadlines. i dnt really want to slack too much since tests are still coming in like english on monday ): and i havent studied for it! zomg. i knw i should start rly soon. enjoyed council company on sunday & he's jst not tt into you today was awesomee. imm tmr after lecture and proj meeting! trng aft. i foresee a bad thursday.
goodnight.
040309
Wednesday, March 04, 2009 || 11:39 PM
move on, like nothing's wrongso this week has been really quick. its a day to A level results and to 2101 mid-terms. oh my god. what have i been doing? i feel like i need so much more time, 24hrs a day is definitely not enough for me. and its the period in life i constantly ask myself; so what's the plan? and it just stays there.
i desperately need time to stop. so i can find myself.
*SHINE A LIGHT
