“life will be better in spring”

May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 February 2006 March 2006 April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 July 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 July 2011 August 2011 September 2011

got my casio today. much loovee(:




i'm honestly turning into a nervous piece of wreck right now.
everyone's getting accepted into SCI

poots i'm prolly never getting anywhere )):
okay i feel so screwed up right now, and i dnt get where went wrong.

i feel so lousy

how starbucks saved my life

i'll be looking for that book real soon(: thanks chin!
today's was pretty alright.
i loved it pretty much, although the atmosphere was a little sunken oh wells

oh yes.i've got a new working partner! double hurrays.
time is gna pass so much quicker now with her ard(:
i can't wait for june/july.many many new stuffs gg on which is gg to be a blast i hope :D

i hate working,prolly because it makes me feel so detached from the world
i was at 'hospital' today(as chin puts it), and it was so sad looking at people's faces
everyone's so gloomy. i suppose linin's post about us being here is so so apt.
ohwells, i guess you've to make yourself happy somehow or the other cos people around you do get affected by your mood, no matter how mediocre you think your presence is
its true, or at least i think it is.

i'm gg to stay real real positive from now on. hopefully it keeps up with me, if not, jst give me a slap and remind me bout it(:

lotsoflove.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LYNETTE LEE! :D

keeping my fingers crossed today

wtheck am i doing in the office on a saturday?
okay, nevermind.

met up with shida dear yst for a little shopping
havent seen her in eons. and i FORGOT to call linin!): sorry dear.
anyhoo, went back and slept, cos i had to be in office the next mrng. how uninteresting.

so the whole of this week spells only one off day, sunday
its bad cos sunday isn't very much of a break day as well.
highway code this sunday after piano oh boo ):

i can't wait for the month to be over yo.

this blog feels so pure now,
not like the previous one wasn't. heh

how does it feel?

terrible

been having too much of sean covey of late, which is good!:D
it has really been helping me and its surprising how i actl got over myself and the whole thing ystdy, which didn't go so well. i stood by my own principles anyway. i said what i had to say, and i think i'm gg to get out of this real soon. i'm glad(:
i mean i never expected things to turn out this way, but its alright, i mean i've learnt sthg valuable from it

ohmg i so heart hongkong dramas! they're so drama rama.
i still watch them anyway haha loveee the show. i randomly declared tt i wanted to go hongkong while watching it.
see, the influence really kicks in hahaha

camie's back, which means an additional shopping queen w me(:
i can't wait for june to come ):

brother's birthday in 2 days!

big fat choice

its gna kill me somehow, this decision of mine.
i know it will sometime around
i've been thinking alot about it, and i think i'm pretty certain about it already,
jst tt maybe, i dnt think i'm given any support on that decision, and it feels really bad. it might be easy for some to say, oh yknw what jst drop it if you dnt like it, but i guess it hasn't been that easy for me. especially after ystdy. and the weekend hasn't been really helpful either

OH BUMMER ):
another one today,maybe i'll be able to see clearer after today, at least i'm hoping so.

NTU on saturday was like ****, they totally had sthg against me i guess
but i was glad i went anyway
highway code on sunday was alright. OH YES, i've to book evaluation now.

i think i've to change my aging blogskin soon
okay that was random :D

its gg to rain, yet again

im so confused now really,
but i think i knw what to do.
i never expected everything to turn out so bad and complicated, but i guess its jst the way it is right now. i'm really thankful to have people around that really really do help me out at this point.(:
the decisions still up to me, i mean after all right. which pretty much sucks. i HATE making decisions. i jst need the weekend to think about it, and hopefully i'll come down firm with my decision.like the overall thing. i'm making this sound so big right. dammit hahaha

i honestly do really prefer school life,
so if you're still in school, appreciate it and love it(:
i did love school when i was in college
and what they said about college life being the best part of your life, is really true. or so i think it is heh. and the people you meet there, are those who will stick with you, through thick or thin, whatever it is.

okay this is really getting emotional.

lynette, how am i gg to meet you when its pouring?
(i did bring my umbrella, hahah)

all at once

everything's like coming all tgt at the same time,
i'm jst so afraid they'll all go away at the same time as well

i've made the same mistake twice,
i feel uber guilty bout not attaching a file to the email!
how absent-minded can i get?
like ohmg, i hate feeling that way.
i'm so re-doing it to get myself off the guilt, at least a little

how happening

yknw i was jst talking to ernest about army life
and so, he told me they've to jump down in parachutes and stuff
i found the whole conversation so funny i couldn't stop laughing!

enjoue, volontaire. says:
must jump down from aeroplane one meh!
Ernest-jing 221107030108. says:
helicopter lar.
Ernest-jing 221107030108. says:
siao.
Ernest-jing 221107030108. says:
aeroplane.
Ernest-jing 221107030108. says:
den door open everything fly out liuao.
enjoue, volontaire. says:
HAHAHA

so anyhow, met lynette after work today at wheelock place(work was alright),
before we went of to sony ericsson to have my phone done and for dinner and taka.
we MIRACULOUSLY, found each other, after she brilliantly gave her phone off to repair at wheelock's nokia, and i couldnt manage to contact her at all.
panicked a little, but we found ourselves!
went off to gelatissimo after dinner to pass camie stuff, and we got free ice cream from her and sharon!(: how sweet.

okay, i cant wait for tuesday!lynette knws why!:D

HERE'S A SAD FAREWELL TO ALL MY DEAREST FRIENDS GG TO ARMY NEXT WEEK!I'LL MISS YOU GUYS! ):

been busy of late, with work and all. my, this place is DEAD.

last sunday was spent really nicely, with lovelies at siloso.
beach volley was loads of fun, didnt take many pictures though.

stella's wonder specs & joleen

jo and i(:


sky ride(: , xiaoting was screaming hahaha

really retro jumbo, historical truck we got into.


then it was to RP's graduation ceremony on wednesday
so many names, i swear i almost fell asleep
but it was alright i guess, loved the food(: sucha pig i knw
then it was off to trng aft.

the really newww theatre they had. pretty pretty

sis!

sis and i, a little shorter,

& a little taller :D


saturday was spent dng PSA with abby dear. OHMY, I LOVE HA SOOO MUCH. ):
coach cranky with abby was really fun.(:
its surprising how little things can make you happy

okay, another week of work soon to be over!:DD
im so gna put more owrk into music((: positive positive now.

met lynette on sunday, aft piano, for lunch and to scout for watches. totally fell in love with a casio watch i saw in town! so gna get it, the both of us(:

april fool's make me miss school.