“life will be better in spring”

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is today the last day of november?its my favourite month! ):

caught step up jst.now i know why everyone's so crazy over step up & CHANNING TATUM.oh well.doesnt make a diff to me.haha.liked him since she's the man.he's got this thing with his speech that is oh so cute.(: hahaha.but well yeah.but it got me thinking,when i'd ever be this talented.well,my flight dream seems to be very far away.i hope it'll work out someday.mummy said i could do whatever i want,so long as i finish uni.singing dancing FLIGHT.

oh my.i cant wait.am i still young?
are looks all that matters right now?what ever happened to chemistry.

i jst found the score for the nutcracker suite by tchaikovsky.oh my was it a hard find!hahaha.only managed to find the nutcraker march!cant find the full score.alright.shall go print it out and try it later.(: at least something to be happy about, i can get free sheet music online!!! yes.dear me doesnt even know tt until now.haha.oh well, its in four days and im not even prepared for a tiny bit!how how how geraldine?we shall perish tgt.hahaha.

CAMIE LOW!HAPPY SEVENTEENTH!<3

i cant believe what i jst did.i left my bowling balls at the club and i came home.im so super blur!how could i forget to keep them la.ohmg.forgetful me!anyway,met ryanna and aaron at the club.so they joined us for trng!(: it was long,but nice!thankfully aaron put my balls at the counter.haha.( ya,i left my bowling balls there so i could buy new ones -.-) aw,please.i wished i could get new balls la!i want. ): someone be nice and give me a new ball!

do i have to bowl on sunday?i dnt really want to.oh well.

ELMO!(:

today was tiring with consultation early in the mrng and mass rehearsal,then was off to far east with camie to get my measurements done for grad night.im still quite pissed la.i mean,if they could only give me a call when the tailor came down to school on fri,i would have been able to save to trip to far east today.urgh.

anyway,there's this really cute golf commercial on tv.haha.bowling's been real bad.can someone be kind enough and teach me the proper hook release?i really suck at it.boo.well so long as my passion for bowling still exists i shant give up.im jst wondering how long im gg to take to improve.bah. ):

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CAMIE LOW JIAMEI.<3
i know its to early.but nvm.rmb to get me sth from adelaine.hahaha.(: we saw tt girl from css today!happy ballet-ing dear.hees.i'll rmb to get your pres.someday.

oh my.ELMO's so so so friggin cute!(:

quick post cos its 2326 and im darn tired now.had the best birthday ever since sec school life.a few suprises.i was glad that all that rmbed made an effort to.i really appreciate it.(: im gna list down all the nice things you guys gave me.

1) a really nice necklace lynette gave me on the 23rd when we met up.haha.thanks for the effort! cos you like got it one month ago.haha.
2) really cute box of peppermints from huimin.
3) cheesecake!thanks phebe!and the "wu gui tou"?hahaha.
4) YUL card from dearest shida.i love it so much btw.its DIY!
5) really cute winnie the pooh cup from xiao ting!thanks alot.
6) for the dinner at golfers terrace.it was so yummy!love you mummy.<3

and of course all the wishes all these people gave as well.
chinhua.mingshi.quanrong.phebe.huimin.ernest.the whole vball team.ger.ryanna.gary.yunlu.jingting.junwei.so many more i jst cant rmb now.i so dead beat.im sleeping.nights.

peace to the world.
elmo's friggin cute.(:

woke up at 730 today.went to mt faber and back.met lyn today!went to plaza sing for happy feet.it was alright.had SUBWAY!i love subway.turkey bacon was friggin nice.(: double choc cookies were fabulous too.heh.that's gna cause me some kgs.

we were at plaza sing right, we saw guys with the gatsby hair!it was so amusing.haha.one guy even placed his gatsby hair right in my face!ohmg.hahaha.was freezing at ps.had my phone repaired there at the moto shop.im gna feel handicapped for two days without it.darn.went to creative aft tt to get a new headset.ohmg.its like a friggin 39 bucks for the exact same earpiece!the creative guy was so nice to let me upgrade my mp3 for free.haha.but all my songs were erased!):

went back to tiong to catch a bus home then to mt faber again to watch bro play mqs.he did alright for first squad.second squad he did an 800 series!ohmg.friggin good.i can nvr do tt now.hopes he qualifies.(:

its open house tmr and trngs!woohoo.(:

ohmg.i jst saw the longest email ever!hahaha.im so amused.i thot it didnt exist in the first place.haha.so darn dumb la.(:

im blogging like everyday now.so unbelievable.

was mqs again today.saw my motivation source.haha.she's superb!she wasnt tt on form tdy,but it was still alright!many other better bowlers too.bro did ok.uh i saw elmo there as well.elmo didnt bowl today, was jst there.and many others.the alley was friggin cold la!i had goosebumps even with my jacket on!they've too much air-con to spare i think.hahaha.so cold!anyhow i was wondering, do guys buff their nails as well?like make them shiny.well, do they?tag me!hehe.

hist was alright today.i went to school jst for an hour.we did peace process in the middle east today.it was difficult to understand!cos its pretty much complicated.ive a feeling j2's gna be so much tougher.im gna feel frustrated im so sure!haha.

heavy thoughts aside,
ive got my days sorted out for this week.its to gv tiong tmr with lyn!im so looking forward to it!haha.its been so long since we've met!friday would be jss open hse in the mrng for testimonials with jo huimin and the rest!(: it would be choir for an hour then back to volleyball trng!then dinner at night with the girls.

I AM MISSING JO PLENTY LOTS TOO!<3

much happened today.rehearsals for grad night today werent tt bad.we got praised!hahaha.i was rather suprised though.i mean, i havent sang for so long, and i could hit and get my notes right on stage today.cept tt i kept forgetting the french words!darn.hahaha.it was alright overall.headed to jp aft with camie to get food.(this girl never stops eating)haha.not like its a bad thing camie!its a pleasure of life.right?hahaha.went to mt faber straight to watch bro play for MQs.werent tt bad i thot.but he couldve done better.AND i saw something tt made me so motivated to bowl again.ok not something, but someone.hahaha.i dont know why, but for some reason, as i was watching her bowl, seeing her ball roll down the lane so smoothly,i suddenly felt enlightened!haha.this sounds dumb i know.but, so you get what i mean?its jst a moment tt i felt so motivated.SO its off to the lanes tmr, aft school!

yeah,ive got hist lecture tmr.yay.i mean really.YAY!not cos of hist.but i dont know.jst feel like yay-ing.so totally spastic of me.oh wells.school has occupied my life this week.not mentioning on FRIDAY as well.should i be thankful or what.its supposed to be a free day!but alas!no.ive got to go to school to train.

yesterday,
camie and i completed our last batch of surveys!so darn glad.like finally!more money soon.which means...shopping really soon too!YAY!

please let friday be nice!
OLIVER GOODWILL.<3

hello huimin and to the rest of the world.haha.i feel so stuck up.how come how come.

i jst realised i dont wna be seventeen.i will feel so unaccomplished and OLD.ohmg.i dont wna be old la, AND unaccomplished.that's the worse.i should spend my remaining days of "sweet" sixteen wisely like what huimin said.hahaha.how how how.im so busy i cant even think straight!tmr would be another week.and its the end of november alrd.so friggin fast.what has the world come to?its spinning too fast!dont you agree with me.hahaha.i need more time.i NEED time to pause, stop and WAIT for me before it plays again.desperately.but, newsflash.that's never gg to happen.oh darn.

life is full of questions.dont you think so?well at least i think it is la for me.things may seem so simple on the outside, but they're not.yeah easier said then done.somethings are jst not meant to be.but i guess khay's right.whatever happens, happens for a reason.and i'd rather think of them as setbacks for improvement rather than failures tt bring me a step closer to giving up.

its cca again tmr.boo there's no volleyball trng. ): i havent been there for so darn long!hahaha.aye!have to work again tmr.a few more units camie!!!i'm awaiting better days to come.i can tell they're coming soon.hehe.and hey!im not here to whine about my life.i bet ive seen more than some people, to be SO friggin thankful for all that i have now.we should all be shouldnt we?TGIF.my primary six class!i'll rmb tgif, and the empty vessels.of cos my mates as well.(: i miss jurong sec times so much!jc hasnt been better.or has it?maybe its jst tt i was being too disillusioned to realise all that has been happening ard me.

i should start realising things now.before its all too late!hahaha.i few so behind and slow.like some windows 92 software.HELP.people my age or even much YOUNGER have achieved more things and seen the world more than i have.sometimes i really do wonder, what have i been doing all these yrs?perhaps its time to stop wondering and get down to action.

a long post!tootles!<3

this really stinks.to love or loathe you.i really dont know.

life has been stagnant these days.mind boggling stuff.it really isnt very nice.i had great company over the days though.especially at work with the rest!i think they really make my day.went to NEXT at holland v on tues with camie.you can ask her bout it.she'll tell you everything.hahaha.it was a nice experience.i love it.(:

i havent been trng.it isnt right but ive got no time to!hahaha.i will next week i guess.im gg to be so friggin busy coming weeks!esp when there's ogl and trngs and other stuff.yeah.aye!i need to get a life!

darn you.do you think i want such things to happen.its not like i purposely want to do badly.do you think i not want to do well.what's wrong with you?darn you.

i shall not surrender till the day i succeed.
so dont you DARE bring me lower.

hello.im sooo tired today.but for lynette i'll jst drop a little post aye?hahaha.

i skipped volley to work today.its first day today, some kind of admin job.its alright.dont ask me about it though.i know nothing.hees.anyway,its jst for a week.so yeah.
it'll be plaza tmr.hope its a positive turn for everything.(:
i need to start practising piano.its getting really neglected in my life.and i feel so guilty for not practising.darn.why do i have to feel tt way?hahaha.

i'll update more tmr.

COS YOU'RE MY SUGAR RUSH.(:
youre ever so sweet.

im so thankful OP's finally over.(: can you see me smiling?hahaha.got results slip right after the presentation.omg.i passed everything,but did everything so darn badly. ): but well, i should be thankful i got promoted.

went to plaza to train.the games were ex la!but nvm that.it was alright.the air-conditioning was FREEZINGLY cold.the place hasnt changed a bit!

i wanna get out and about rather than sticking on the couch all day round.im getting so bored, my posts are getting shorter and shorter.

i need my korean dramas!

a short short post.

went for a getai dinner tnght.its my first time!haha.im amazed that there are people my age there as well.it wasnt too bad.had yan palace.i was so suprised!then dad said this was yan palace on mobile.HAHA.so weird.it was alright though.

OP's in one day.omg.how! SHARLEEE!i really hope our idea works out!(: haha.i'll pray tt it does.well aft OP i guess it'll truely be freedom till next yr.looking forward to it.

please be true.

fri
CHINESE A LEVELS.ohmg.it was so friggin cold in the hall while i was dng the paper.i so regretted not bringing a sweater.haha.it was interesting sitting for the paper.(: JO knows why!i told her ALL about the paper "contents".heh.
went down to the club to train since everyone went home aft the paper.well it wasnt too bad.but my muscles aches arent getting any better!darn.tmr's abc.wonder how im gg to pull through ten games.i'll prolly die aft the 3rd game.hahaha.

sat
its like a stay home saturday today.nth much.watched my korean dramas.i really think they're very influential.well not tt its a bad thing!((: but there are certain issues i wna blog about.

it so happens that there are many ups and downs recently.i jst hope tt everything would turn for the better!ohmg please do!at least before the 24th?please?

i want YOU to rmb that day.(:

the start of a new month!

tues
had math and econs tutorials in the mrng.they went well.we took class photos aft econs!oh my.i feel so sad la.ms tiong's not teaching us anymore.): how am i ever gg to have hope in passing econs!BOO.
went to the cathay aft tt with camie.had ya kun's toast and some chicken.watched DOA.friggin nice la.camie and i loved it.haha.it was so cool!i wna watch agn.well went home aft cos i had to go for trng.and guess what agn.camie didnt have enough money.so i went to ask passerbys la.we first approached this two jap ladies to ask if they had change for a dollar coin,i doubt they even understood what i said pls.they were like "NO.NO." it was as if i was some robber.ohmg.PEOPLE.thank goodness for a kind soul after, who gave camie ten cents for the bus fare!managed to get to the club to bowl.went alright.

wed
piano in the mrng.oh dear i was sooo sleepy!rushed to school for volley trng after tt.oh my i was so friggin tired!trained for a little while and it rained.the GUYS poached the gym so we had to do physical.it was HELL.my muscles are all drained now.cant even support my weight.gosh.i must be real heavy.haha.well had a nice chat with jeanette huihui and xiaoting.DSA students are really a threat.im positive i'll hate them in time to come.

well! all tt's well ends well isnt it.im super tired now!i should study for the chinese As coming fri.but i cant bring myself to.i will, SOON.

darn i shouldve took HCL.):