“life will be better in spring”

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fri
first day of hols.(: HOHO.went to shida's place for hari raya.it was so totally a pigging out session.haha.we ate and watched dramas and vcds for 8 hours straight!so amazing.watched princess hours tgt.i was trying so hard to figure out which button we're supposed to press to change the dual sound.futile attempt.oh wells.it was nice though.FUN mainly.
sat
went to the club to train.wasnt good.but alright.tried for abc.terrible.): was at the club agn at night for some GATHERING? haha so weird right.like some bonding session.had the weirdest games played and an alright dinner.hm bowled agn aft tt.it was bad as well.haha.gosh i should really start trng.(:

my coming week's pretty packed.with trngs and extra lessons.OP!oh dear.hate it. )): but well its a week to look forward to! oh yes.not to forget i'll be hanging out as well.(:

school holidays are here like FINALLY.feel so tired today aft all the mass dance and cheering, camie and i went to bb library to borrow books, and we fell asleep!OH M G.tt's so us lah.haha.camie's always dng embarrassing things.haha.the mood tissue camie!you have also ok.dnt laugh.later its TOYOTA's mother.hahahaha.

had first ogl meeting.wasnt very nice, but it got much better towards the end.im so glad.dnt really know my family tt well yet though.HAHA.i mass danced with zw.ohmg.cant believe it can!he was so super HIGH.(: but he's in f6.boo.where am i? f3, where nobody whom i know is there.bwfk.BOO! ):

oh wells.hari raya visiting tmr with linin tmr!yay.it would be so fun.aft tt it may be drama plays at sp or trng at the club.hoho.should start my trng gg on soon!lots of make up lessons.oh dear.lots of trngs too!((:

i hope ppl in f3 are nice.(: be nice to me.

fri
drama fest!it was good.enjoyed it pretty much.haha.saw my beloved mates once again.i didnt expect them there at jj's drama fest, so i was pretty darn happy!((: KHAYMAR! miss you sooo much.you still look as sweet.<3 performances were alright.some were pretty funny and musical like which i pretty much like!(: im so glad i didnt skip drama fest!
went to the club aft drama fest.trng was good.made some changes, felt good. yeah.other than that, uh nth much.

sat
went to yishun safra for rp-nyp friendly.it was alright.and i've realised it is definitely better and less boring to be bowling than to be watching other people bowl!hahaha.trng's gg to be definitely more intense for both sports.suprisingly looking forward to it.oh jiahui and i share the same coach.so cool right.HAHA.
hello camie, please rmb thurs. and jo, looking forward to tues!havent seen you for so long my dear. LYNETTE, so sorry.soon soon i'll see you.(: haha.

i finally get to blog.i think my server's been down.anyhow,one more week of j1 left.its sad yeah.well, at least I FEEL SAD.never thot i'd miss j1 this much! trng has been better and better for volleyball.for bowling, everything isnt into place right now.im working on it though.

oh right b4 i forget, junting's birthday today.so yeha HAPPY SVENTEENTH.hahaha.my turn is coming!not tt i wna feel old la.being 17 isnt really nice you know.it means A levels.yes.tt's the only thing i can think of.haha.no idea why too.and i realised i didnt "carpe diem" for my supposedly sweet 16th year.oh whatever.oh gosh.i feel so old already.HAHA.

im looking forward to thurs.like the coming week.pretty much loved today.had hockey, soccer and tai di after school.it was so super darn fun with camie linin shar and people.hoho.cos we had everything on the huge field! yes not forgetting the haze, which camie didnt much like.haha.i won the first round on tai di!

drama fest's tmr.dnt know if i should go.it sounds super darn fun.(: LININ! PH's in it.haha.i think i'll go since there's no trng tmr.no i'll see who's gg first.i should really forget bout working and getting a new phone.i have no time!so much for holidays ah.

oh im so into korean dramas now.LININ!my korean drama! oh and qrong,my full house thanks!(: im so loving princess hours.tag me if you love it too!!!<3

im so bored tt i dont even know what to blog about.had trng today.it was alright.my release is still bad.abc's coming.you know right,i think this yr is passing too quickly!ok nvm.tt was random.haha.had piano aft tt.not bad.(: i still loathe them though.

i need money lah.my phone is so spoilt.its new ok.well no new new,but its new.so either i get it repaired or work and save to get a new one!which im most likely to do.haha.im happy thinking about it.im so silly.(: i need to get out.ive been sitting around for too long!i should like enjoy myself fully for once this yr end holidays.aft the hols its like a levels alr.oh gosh.so quick!

i remember ms J once said tt there would be a point in everyone's life where one's life would turn for the better.i definitely hope that day would come soon!(: hahaha.darn.i should jst be content with my life right now rather than whine away lah.

alright.tootles.

open house yesterday was alright.though a couple things happened.it was great overall.i think it wasnt much of a success?like sooo little people!and i dnt mean it in a sacarstic way.its really little.i can imagine open house at ac sa aj hc having tons of people there.its so depressing lah.

had trng ystd too.so fun ok.trng has always be fun.actl i have nth to blog about?why am i even here.jst to make an entry i suppose?haha.

went vivo city today.hey lyn i saw the haagen dazs.anw i didnt like vivo!im weird right.it wasnt nice.maybe there're too many ppl.dnt know.went on to harbourfront before heading home.bought jeans!(((: im happy.

to shar:thanks for the eye candy stuff.you and camie.(: thanks alot.but its not gg to work out.really.and cheerleading was alright.(:

anw,i need a job.maybe i should jst go back to grand copthorne!haha.suggestions anyone?(:

today was a fairly nice day.got back all my results.i can promote.haha i think ah.YES.(:

had volleyball today.trng with the agn jst makes me so happy! i jst love volleyball so much.cant imagine what im gg to do without it.well the ppl at volley are nice!i love them so pretty darn much.haha.im happy lah.love my volleyball life too.(:

oh im so gg to vivo city this weekend.anyone wants to come along?teehee.so fun ok.((: ok so now promos are over and i shall be promoted i should feel happier right!ok i will feel happier.

qrong full house thanks.(:

jj open house this friday, 13th oct.yes friday the 13th.such smart ppl to place open house on such an "auspicious" day.haha.alrights.so its on friday!so do come down people.its from 1430 to 1830.i have volley trng on tt day too.its gg to be a happy day!(: so school on fri is gg to end at noon rather than the normal 4pm.oh gosh.im so looking forward to friday! loves.<3

oh gosh.i did sth embarrassing.

ok.i didnt do well for promos.well as in those papers i expected not to do well in i really didnt do well in,except for chinese!haha.and those papers i expected to do better in i did ok.i havent got back 2 papers.geog and hist.and they're the crucial ones.im so hoping i'll pass them or its byebye 06A02 for me.sigh.got my math back today.wasnt happy bout it.but nvm.

OK I SHALL TALK ABOUT HAPPIER THINGS.to like console ,myself.actl right,my life pretty much sucks la.but nvm.

trng has gotten better.much better.having volleyball tmr as well.feeling glad bout it.i ran the track ystd and linin kindly accompanied me.oh gosh we ran jst 5 rounds and i woke up all sore.im so weak.boo.

alright.ive a feeling im never gg to see my eye candy agn.i havent seen him in like a week.or more than tt.): anw,life has to go on!gosh,this is so drama.OK.im so back dated.VIVO CITY.im like where is it?when its only a few stops away from my house.so dumb la.

to you: ive been thinking, and you've been giving me lots of 2nd thoughts lately too. what are you like exactly?perhaps you're jst a wolf under a sheep's skin.

okay.i updated all the links, sorry for the delay!(:

I PACKED MY ROOM.its amazing.i was stoning so i decided to pack at ard one.and i jst finished packing.2 full hours of packing.haha.my room must be really messy.im amazed at how thick my notes are.i was filing and i compared the thickness of all my different subject notes and ta-da!econs notes emerged CHAMPION.haha.mann i hate econs.boo.

im so drained physically now.yes.jst by packing my notes and all.haha i think its funny.oh wells.

looking forward to trng tmr aft not trng for a looonnnggg time.and yes i do agree with mallie.i need to train harder for volleyball too.havent trained for months!): soon soon.once trng starts.we shall win nationals agn next yr.(: hurray!

wow.i think i need to get a life.HAHA.see how much im blogging?

its really not meant to be.im was hoping things will change for the better jst a few moments ago.but it seems that they arent.

its my turn to blog extensively now.and im being happy about it!(: i feel so relieved and free all of a sudden ok.like there's this big load off my chest.yeah im enjoying right now for a couple more days before the results get released, and i'll be unhappy all over again.ok.MAYBE i'll be happy aft the results are released.YES.i should listen to my mates and think POSITIVE.though its not really possible to do anything right now.so yeah.ive been wasting my youth away by sleeping ALOT for the past hours.i feel so like a pig.but that's besides the point.well the main point is, PROMOS ARE OVER.yes its finally a reality.

im jst so happy,its hard to explain.talked very much to this person online last night.and whom i was happy talking to.as in im glad we had that conversation.however ive been thinking.maybe some things are jst not meant to be,and that i should let it go instead of trying to cling on.i will learn to let go.im so looking forward to another chat with you.soon soon.(:

im missing those days too.boo.

im so lovin this blogskin.haha.

LOOK HERE.haha.new blogskin.lovin' it.<3

fly me to the moon
and let me play among the stars
let me know what spring is like
on jupiter and mars
in other words
please be true
in other words
i love you.<3

aft a long awaiting moment.today arrived!the anticipation i had for today was so great la!FINALLY can.but i wasnt as happy as i expected to be.but anyhow,im HAPPY.(: i dnt know how my results would be like,or if i'll even be promoted to j2 nxt year,but ive tried my best!so give me the marks tt i deserve!hahaha.

alright.enough about promos.

so looking forward to the coming weekend.lots of things to do.going out,manicures window shopping TRAINING.oh such a nice weekend!i have nth much to talk about actl.haha im blogging for lynette.=D are you touched?haha.but i think i'll be darn bored for the next few weeks.

HELLO.so if you're reading this and you're bored too,ask me out ohkay!hahaha.esp my really close girlfriends who i havent seen for TOO LONG.so here's 3 words for you.ASK ME OUT.(:

didnt see eye candy today but i saw him ystd.hahaha.so i was happy!but for once i thought he looked terrible ystd .the shirt colour he had on was totally wrong.anyhow,im pretty darn sure im gg to be so upset for the rest of the year after 2 weeks in school.why?he's leaving school.yes.LEAVING.see when i talk bout it now i feel sad alr lah.ah nvm i'll get over it.hopefully.((: haha.

all the best to those having promos still and A levels and of cos not forgetting those taking the Os.do well ok!hard work will be paid off.

love you guys.<3