“life will be better in spring”

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i saw my eye candy first thing in the mrng today.so,i was happy for the whole of today!hahaha.he's cute ok.(: i think RAIN's cute too.jst tt his eyes are too small.haha.i think his moves are great!what can i say.he's so flexible.=D his singing isnt bad too.oh rain's great!(: if only i understood korean right.ha.rain on me!<3

i cant train for volley agn tmr.my ankle's still swollen.i hate it.): guess im skipping trng at the club tmr too.i really cant even balance on my sprained foot.im sad sad sad.when can i get back onto the lanes!i hate being un-active.that feelings one ive not had for so long.its jst so not nice a feeling right now when im the peak of my game.darn.well,perhaps its jst meant to be.i jst need to get up and about by next week!hopefully.

school tmr's a short one.no cca tmr.no trng.guess i'll jst rot.): thurs would be a great day!yoga mass display.gg back to jss aft tt i guess.

I LOVE MY EYE CANDY. <3
-forget bout me saying tt i would change my eye candy soon.hahaha.

how could i be so dumb.i mean who's so dumb to run after a ball and end up spraining your ankle.i feel so dumb lah.anyhow,thanks to linin kg huiting shida jason for being there for me and for your concern when im dumb.(: haha.

sprained ankle today means no volley trng for tmr.)):

was khay's birthday yesterday,so here's a belated birthday dear.(:

i was so dumb today.totally embarrassed myself the whole of today.i jst realised when i thought about it when i was stoning at home.gosh.how could i be so stupid. ):

anyhow, i was wondering, do guys have eye candies too?haha.maybe some ppl could comment on this.i wna know alright.yep.

csi's on.gotta run!((:

eye candies.they do make jc life so much better.haha.<3

fri
went for showtime.oh it was great!the first time i felt for jj.i mean,i was proud to be a jjcian for the first time.and for the first time without ij in my mind.though we lost to the other sec schools.i think we still won.we were splendid.i love my mates.(:

sat
i so overslept!supposed to go for deng mi in school.overslept, so i ended up waking up at one!i know im such a pig.and i ps-ed huiting.im so sorry huiting!deepest apologies.i didnt mean it.to like oversleep.on a lighter note,headed off to the club to train.saw yvette at the club.had the worse trng every.felt terrible.valcro was gone from my ball!haha.it jst went into the lanes and came out with the valcro missing from the thumbhole during trng on wed!was super upset.): bowled anw.it was terrible.haha.i mean who the hell bowls a 143 avg!sad.but i got a hang of all the footwork stuff and the release the follow through swing and all.
last week of interclub.(ex masters.) lost all.5-0. i think sgcc was jst too strong.): almost 800 series for every game.OH M G.tt's like super good lah.

sun
went for breakfast.my favourite ban mian stall!(: yummy.uh then headed to the club agn to train.was bad too.had the valcro replaced.(stupid machine.ate up my valcro.) so the grip was better then.but the scores were super terrible.upset bout it.but at least now i know im bad in sparing.haha.esp pins 2 4 7.managed to spare them in the end.i seriously need to get a better release.
went to shar's aft for PW WR.uh was alright.i dont know man.to shar: your hse is jst to comfortable!haha i always feel like slping when im at your place.but anyhow we managed to finish WR!yay.watched tv heard a superb piano performance by joel which anyhow woke shar's bro up.haha.headed back aft tt for piano.which was absolutely terrible!man i hate scales.

school's tmr.cant wait for next thurs to come.haha.back to jss day.it teachers day.oh and at the same time im dreading thurs cos there's mass yoga display in school.i cant understand why we have so much time to create some stupid world record.but ironically,its cool.(: HAHA.

oh wells.off to watch tv.im beggining to love non-fat yogurt.haha.

p.s. im not telling who's my eye candy k.for those who dont know.cos im like gg to change to another one.for personal reasons.haha.i know im fickle minded.smack me.<3

oh yes.i had wanted to blog in school cos i had sth i had wanted to say so bad.but apparantly the coms at school were so dumb.and freaking slow.so i couldnt blog!so i stoned at the lab while shida and linin were stuck to the com screen.haha.it was shida's friendster.they were viewing g know's profile.so i saw shida turn from elated to emo.yep.

oh yes linin wanted me to write about her!so i should be nice and write bout her hoping tt she'll write bout me too.haha.just kidding linin.uh she's this really super hyper sweet atheletic babe!hahaha.love her to the core lah.she jst makes my day.she can be emo at times though.oh wells.yeah tt's her.the pretty lady.<3

oh i heard 'be my valentine' on 98.7 this mrng.it made my day!super nice sweet funny song.yeah.lovelovelove it.(:

then i turned really foul nearing the end of the day.emo-ed i guess.haha.the emo wave.wth.uh but i was happy at the beggining of the day and at the middle before math class cos i saw my eye candy!cute pls.haha.but i dont even know his name.yeah.so dumb right.haha.oh wells.

tmr is a super packed day!hand in EOM gp project geog test gp test.oh m g.i can jst die.but on a lighter note,there's trng tmr!yay.oh and volley on fri too.cant wait.been ages since i trained.alright.have to go do my eom and gp and study geog.

laters.((:

firstly happy national day to all.though the parade this yr wasnt tt ideal but yeah, its national day!

tues
went to sch.only 4 from the class turned up.haha.aft was sports carnival.huimin ran!so did ernest and alex.linin wanted to run but they didnt let her.wth.we could have won if she ran!she's like super duper trooper fast!hm.almost got dragged into fartlek.thankfully there was alr enough ppl.i did the cardboard thing.looked like a total idiot running onto the field holding up the "O" card.ha.uh overall it was alright.
went to jss with enabel waited for huifang and lyn to come.played a little volley.went to jp to rot.huifang enabel and i went to crystal jade to eat xiao long bao and 3 glasses of chinese tea?haha.it was so funny and totally embarrassing.our bill totalled to 8 plus.crystal jade was good.(: headed home aft tt.

wed
went to wendy's to give her stuff.went to temple to do some praying.uh brought cousin yeejie out to play!cos its like his birthday tmr.yup.headed to the club.bowled like total crap.wasnt happy at all.uh but its all over now so yeah.i'll do better.watching SI right now.

yay.hol tmr too!but poly students have lessons tmr right.? ): good luck for those having tests alright.(: i need those tomatoes and cucumbers.haha.

had trng at warren tdy.one word.bad.dont know what went wrong.thumbhole seems tight but at the same time it keeps dropping.frustrating.i shall buck up.interclub ystd wasnt the most ideal but it was alright.guess those people who bothered to go and bowl for the club did their best.(: while for some others ive really got nth to say.i think we won 3-2.arent tt sure.but its alright i suppose.two more weeks of interclub left only!plus masters it'll be three weeks.oh someone had such a high backswing ystd at src tt his ball hit the screen!the whole screen cover fell apart!so amazing!haha.i was so amused.i took a picture of the cracked apart screen with my phone but i have no idea how to transfer it to the com.oh wells.i think they didnt give me some sort of cd to install so i can upload!): the whole screen was shaking so bad lah.haha.amazing.i love my bowling life.



cos you leave me speechless
when you talk to me.
cos you leave me breathless
the way you look at me.
you managed to disarm me
my soul is shining through.
i cant help but surrender
my everything to you.

common test are finally over.its weird how you can study so hard and not be able to do the paper when it comes out.oh wells.crosses fingers!

oohhno.panda attack.i stayed up till 3am ystd to do hist!bad thing to do.woke up at 730 to contd till the paper started at 230.haha.im mad.

i dont even know if i should say this but..ilikeyou.