“life will be better in spring”

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having not blogged for approx two weeks,my blog feels so dead.haha.

alright.commons like next week.so fast!i cant even say im fully prepared yet.im jst at the "still-trying-hard-to-memorise-things" stage.oh someone jst kill me.how can i let myself slack into the bottomless pit of laziness?now its so hard getting back up.well,it does feel great studying for a cause though.its like i feel so good all of a sudden.for once im "mugging".hahaha.im not even done with econs yet.and its like the 2nd paper of tues.first is maths.which im not really feeling good about.oh wells.now i know why people study.its that sense of satisfaction you get when you find tt you have done well.better than you caould ever have imagined.i want to taste that more often.but im so dead for econs!hist is even worse.i cant believe im so stupid to go take hist having not take it for the os.im creating a dead end for myself.what was i even thinking about?oh dear i do need serious help.

did gp tca ystd.disaster.i didnt even complete my essay!i was only at my supporting argument two!crap.so disappointing pls.i didnt even conclude!what was i crapping about that i didnt have enough time.oh jst great.if jc life's gg to be this way forever,i think i'll jst die.hahaha.well jokes aside,i had better wake up or i'll end up retaining this yr.so SCARY.!nonono.dont want.dont wna retain!my parents will slaughter me alive.and i'll prolly be on the front page of the home section nxt day.

argh.i seriously need to find a better outlet.a more breathable one.i need motivation to study!

i think im not ponning trng on wed.i'll jst go for it.but i'll study lah.or i'll end up failing hist on fri and end up in tears agn.i dont want tears of disappointment and regret!but rather tears of joy!ok,tt shall be my aim.

all the way.dreads.

sat
interclub.i was kinda feeling good for the first two games.did like 17 each.3rd game was a total disaster.we lost i know its because of me.me and my 14.oh my.worse feeling ever.being the one pulling the whole team down.i hate it.but i was happy ryanna and GERALDINE came.though ger like ran here and there.but i really appreciate it.((:thanks hun.but i did like crap.led them down.last frame was thinking of striking all the way to win some more pins.but i got 8 with 2 pins standing.)): baby split.i had no confidence to spare it cos i knew i had a pin 3 prob tt night.i went ahead anw.i got pin 6.left pin 5 i think.left me with the terrible score.so depressing.i think tt game we lost only by 12 pins.its all my fault.)):

commons coming.help me.):

oops.world cup's once every four years!what a grave mistake.haha.apologies.((: thanks anonymous.

oops.world cup's once every four years!what a grave mistake.haha.apologies.((: thanks anonymous.

woohoo.!germany won portugal.i mean.its germany!haha.so yeah.michael ballack.(:

went to change my phone plan ystd.finally!like my previous plan is so expired alr.haha.got a free moto L6.mm.not a bad phone.but camie said its not good.oh wells.yeah.i should have consulted her earlier and got the nokia 6020 instead.haha.oh wells.i love world cup!i mean its once every 2 years.(correct me if im wrong.)and this is the first time im interested in football.haha.and i like germany!yup.

went to interclub at keppel club.i stayed through.we did not bad.but i guess keppel club did better than us by a little bit!afterall its homeground!oh wells.i saw so many zai bowlers there lah.haha.zaizaizai.cant take it.went to train tdy.not really nice scores.but it was alright.,ade some changes.my footworks terrible!haha.have to practise.

sch's starting at 10am tmr.thanks to world cup.woohoo.!oh yes i went to sp to walk round on fri.met khaymar.then we went to walk around.saw zihui chia hsien lydia qyan simin etc.so many ppl!haha.i like sp rather fairly.its big and nice!esp the big library.the dvd playing stn was darn cool.though we waited for so long before we got a tv and space to watch tomb raider-cradle of life.or sth like that.it was so so so super duper trooper nice.well it was so satisfying.khay agreed.i shld be go to sp more often.haha.i love movies.if only jc's were tt nice with such great relaxing environments.oh wells.

go italy.(:

is tdy youth day?haha.i cant believe i dont know.

anyhow, had youth challenge tdy.i dont know if i did ok or really badly.i played foursome with calvin daryl and ryan.i think we did ok.my last game was bad.overall 4th placing.we missed 3rd by 16 pins lah.so sad pls.)):

hectic day at nsrcc today.alot of last minute changes.but all was well tdy.

hope i can play tmr's 9 pin tap!haha. (:

mon's holiday! yay.but ive alot of homework!oh friday had chinese a level oral.it was ok i guess.the female examiner didnt even look at me.i was so pissed.im like what is her problem!but the other guy was ok and nice!he looks damn familiar lah.i think he was my examiner for o levels also.haha,i guess la.i thot oral was pretty easy.but i kinda screwed up.yeah.so ironic.

oh wells.tt's all.<3