“life will be better in spring”

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had vball training today.had fun!im beggining to love spiking.haha.i can serve better now.glad.went for dinner with camie aft trng at jp's kfc.darn full now.haha.we only had fruits for lunch k.haha.we were late for trng for 1 hr!such pros.haha.but it wasnt my fault pls.camie low jiamei made me wait for her for an hr!in tt hr i met so many ppl!like 23rd sc.haha.anyhow,had a great dinner then headed home on train with camie she was sleeping while i was reading her 8 days.oh how i love 8 days!

sis just came back from beijing on fri.bought me a handbag!haha.of course it was me who asked her to buy.haha.its an orange colour tod's handbag.(:

thurs maybe gg out agn!either to town with camie or to the waterpolo competition with khaymar.hm.cant wait!

dreading school.its gg to start!groans.i love holidays!dont gooooooo.............dont leave me.haha.im nuts.oh wells.(:

haha.we jst found my dad's bowling thai open's newspaper report in 1991.he was champ!yay for him.haha.

had vball trng on monday and wed.i love wed's trng more.its like more fun and all.camie and i paired to do the three hits over net thing.haha.camie said we were the most loser team.i quite agreed.haha.i mean we had a go at 15 shots.i was running like shit to prevent the ball from dropping on the floor.and after every shot im like laughing and laughing and laughing.haha.i mean i couldnt help it.i love trngs!

had trng at warren ystd.had this new system to supposedly help us visualise our ball paths better.it just didnt work on me.i dont know why.but i just couldnt get it.i was so frustrated.and michelle bowled till her blister like burst.like i dont know how.it was bleeding pls.haha.gross.

one more week of hols left only.like so fast!havent even done my work and assignments pls.oh wells.

i dont know the meaning of my life.i need a motivation to study harder.im starting to fail everything while everyone else is getting passes.i feel damn sad.demoralised.i dont know what is wrong.i need to start believing in myself.