“life will be better in spring”

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CHINESE. arghh. dont wanna talk about it.

i just came back from jss graduation day 2005. it was fun! quite. though the food wasnt that nice...hmm the photo takings were nice and fun! yay! then ms tang and mrs chong made me rain. hahah. yupp! and today i realised that my jss mates and teachers mean alot to me! i love all of you guys! esp the teachers! ms ng ching ing and ms tang!!! (:(: got back my prelims result slip today too! hahah. got three borderline As! then a B3 and two Cs..bad rite? owells. but i improved though! mid yr L1R5-32. prelim L1R5-20. improve rite! then my L1R4 is 11. i dunno why its eleven seriously. i dont have anF9! owells. i love all my friends of jss!!! we rule. (:(: yay i can go first 3 mths JC!!! very excited. have to mugg and slogg really hard for the O levels alr. everybody jiayou together.

happie burfday GWEN. ((:

HAHAHA. so long since i last posted. actually its not that long. only ten days. was too lazy to do so. hahah. till today. owells. thursday is coming. which is graduation day. i'll comfirm feel sad on that day evening lahh. i miss all the people over at sch. namely: sec 2s *maryann. jiawen. huimin. 24th SC. choir juniors.* sec 3s *rasidin. meiqi. eleen. the rest of choir comm. cecilia. 23rd SC. choir juniors.* sec 4s (4-2) *huifang. guiyue. asrida. yvonne c. yunlu. jingting. and the rest. lynette. khay mar. fu tian. huifen. and all.*

most importantly 22nd SC.

*madinah. linda. lizheng. weijian. dillon. louis. aishah. mingshi. darren l. ernest. chengai. abigail. syahid. huimin. chinhua. phebe. charmaine. daren c. qyan. jiayi. yongcheng. quanrong. joanne. hajjar. chenxi.* love you guys.

lastly the teachers!!! *ms J. mr woon. ms ng ching ing. ms tang. mr lim. mrs thai. mrs tong. mr hoe. (pe) ms lee. mr lee.*

and of course those i know but forgot to mention. (hahah). i'll miss every soul that i know in jss. (:

cant wait for next year to arrive.

i went to take this quiz at: http://www.colorgenics.com/sps/index.cfm (thanks to mich)

and here is what it says:


Enough is enough - you feel frustrated and rejected. You are fighting back and the going is tough. It would be just wonderful if you could be left in peace.
You are working extremely hard trying to improve your image in the eyes of others. You are looking for acknowledgement from your peers and those who come into your sphere of influence. You want to be liked, not for what people think of you but for what you really are.
Your confidence has been shattered. There are so many things that you would like to do with your life, so many dreams to be fulfilled - and you know that your hopes and dreams are not just figments of your imagination, they are real and you are looking for reassurance from someone. Basically your fears are such that you may be prevented in attaining your hopes and dreams. Even now you would like to broaden your fields of endeavor but in order to develop your 'inner- self' you need peace and solace. You are distressed by the fear that you may be prevented from attaining your goals. What you really need at this particular moment in time is quiet reassurance from someone close to you to restore your confidence.
As of late, you have been experiencing untold stress and this is a result of continuous frustration. You haven't been taking care of all your physical needs and it's beginning to show. It would seem that you have a need to find someone to whom you can really relate - someone perhaps whose standards are as high as your own. You want to be different - to be individualistic - to stand out from the common herd. Your inherent control of your sensual instincts is restricting your ability to give yourself to open up freely but this being on your own, being lonely, often makes you feel the need to give up some of your strict standards to surrender to the general flow - to be like everyone else; a part of the herd. Deep down you regard such instincts as weaknesses to be overcome. You would like to be loved or admired for yourself alone. You demand recognition and tender loving care.
There is that inherent fear that you may be prevented from attaining the better things in life - those things that you consider essential to your well-being. So you are prepared to try everything to prove to yourself that whatever you do or try will go wrong. This destructive attitude could come under the heading of 'a self fulfilling prophecy'. This belittling yourself is your method of disguising how hopeless and what a waste of time you feel that everything is. So now turn it about. As you 'think', so you are... So 'imagine' yourself successful. 'Pretend', 'act it out' and you may be pleasantly surprised at the outcome.

owells. o levels are coming soon.