“life will be better in spring”

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i'm here to update my super duper pathetic blog.. hahaa.ive like used this skin for so damn long lah. today is not a v ideal day cos today sucked. had chem prac after sch today, DEN i think i so totally screwed everything lahh! shoot. den went to teacher's day dance thingie. and i so totally screwed myself too! i was so freakin tired dat i didnt feel like doing anything but gng home to sleep luhh. den some ppl keep askin me to dance and stuff. im like thinkin in my mind: hello? cant you c im not interested in a dance rite now? look at my eyes. see those eye bags? do you think im best form today for dancing? haha. so freakin tired lahh. den i went home ALONE lah. pathetic. so damn pathetic cos i somewhat had a tiff with gy la. i was so like bu shuang her for a period of time in sch lor! s***. agrhh! life sux. totally. i so totally screwed up everything.

sighhh. im slacking. which is no good. but i cannot bring myself to start mugging! agrhh. and my report card came out today lahh, and it was hell. you i felt myself falling down into a hole to a burning spit of fire when i saw my results lah! feel like strangling myself. hai...den recently alot of things which are not supposed to happen now happen. its so frustrating. its like a few more freakin' days to prelim and im still slacking. i seriously need a source of fire to sit on. ohh. den my brother lost his wallet today. boo. its like all bad things are happening ard me. esp when they happen at the WRONG time. wrong wrong wrong time. omg. got my CCA card today. wrong timing agn. cos its so irritating to have to go round "haunting" the teachers to sign ur card and stuff. ahahh. great. i havent wrote gwen and ryanna's letter yet. hmmphh. 2 more weeks left of interclub! haha. bet mich will be very happy. i was reflecting on my personality today in sch, and i asked a few of my friends if there was sth wrong with me. den dey said i looked anti-socail and fierce. great. sighh. and i actually FORGOT my councillor badge and collar pin today. dat definately started off my dreadful day today. i cant believe i actually forgot. owells. i think im sorta like fantasizing too much alr lahhs. omg. prelims and o levels are coming. great. just GREAT :((

today's guiyue's burfday! h'pie bdae!! haha. as if she'll get to read this lahh. anw. i've currently lost my sense of smell and taste and hearing.(partially) how great's dat. haha. i heard bout the interclub on sat nite. does not sound really good. but den i was laughing over it. hah. cos i was tinking that time wgcc won cbc 5-0 den now its the other away round. is this yi ya huan ya? is this the rite idiom to use? yeahhs. whatever la. hmm. i'm gonna pause bowling soon lahh. no fair huh. eh..wadever.sometimes i even wonder why i like bowling so much since last yr. feel like as if i'm the "lousiest" player in the team. so stupid. hmphh. sometimes its oso like i think how come some ppl can throw which such speed raft and accuracy and stance and i cannot. ???. feel so inferior in bowling lah. hai. but i still love the sport. oh yeahh! love swimming. hahaha! getting blacker. hmm. dunno whether i'll make it to sch tmr. haha.

hai..haha. i got back my chi o results ytd. it was ohhkay lahh. to me. cos i normally failed my chinese! haha. huang lao shi was happy for 42 ytd. i could tell! haha. but manyuk cried. hmm. but i think i'm retaking my chinese lor. yeahhs. yesterday's trng was rather fun also. yesterday's o lvl eng oral was...ohhkay. i guess. the examiners were nice! haha. today dere's interclub! michelle better bowl well lahh! ohhkays. signing off.

lyn: dun be upset kayy! u decide whether u wna retake or not! :))

huimin! thanks for the thing you gave! i really love it...and the pictures too...thanks. hmm. geog test tmr lahh. great. environmental DEGRADATION. how great is dat? sometimes i think..if the world would remin undeveloped n all we wouldnt even have all these probs in our lives! wad pollution desertification deforestation & global warming. sighh. geog. mdm rani. wants me to get a distinction. yeahh. ritee. geography. for. GEOGRAPHY. how great is dat?! ahah..trng tmrr. cheryll my letter! bleahhs. life is so not simple. why huh?

powers of the witches rise
course unseen across the skies
come to us who call you near
come to us and settle here

charmed -*

owells. charmed is so nice!! love holly marie combs. chinhua is so gna agree with me. haha. i'ma charmed freak!!!

heyy michelle, i like ACJC too... c u at trngg tmr! wells, 5 more pathetic days to national day! :)) haha.

its... hajjar & me :))

i not so very good dayy today. ohh mans! phy test was difficult lahhs. then my a math was damn bad...as in bad. yeahhs. i'm trying my very best not to give up my dream now cos i noe that i can. and if i achieve it..i'll become a happier person. i really am counting on that time nxt yr my dream will come true! haii..pls make it come true.